the lost Paradise

This city made me feel so strange
that everywhere I go, devils always know
Desolation and misconception
have taken my breath away
Standing at the crossing
i don't know where to go
My love, where are you?
Don't leave me behind
just take me away
Whenever I am upset
always can't fall asleep
This time,a voice in me would say:
'welcome to the lost paradise'
I try to take some medicines
sleep tight and have no nightmares
If I could, please let me go
wanna be the real me