Dear God

Dear God I'm trying hard to reach you
親愛的上帝我正在努力的吸引你的注意

我看見了你正在面對我做的一切
Dear God I see you' re face in all I do
有些時候真的很難去相信

我想我們該談談了
Sometimes it's so hard to believe in
這些孤獨的夜晚讓我心煩意亂

我不斷地思考我所過的生活
Dear God I think it's time we had a conversation
我面對的這麼多該死的煩心事

我心中的秘密比共濟會的還要多
These lonely nights is getting to me so my mind is racing
我有時會感到孤獨再寫下這些詩
I think about this life I live
我只是個普通人我想在酒吧迷醉
And all the **** I'm facing
還有那無關緊要的一角錢
More secrets in my mind than a freemason
但我知道那樣做不能找到我問題的答案
I get lonely at times and then I write these rhymes
主啊求你幫助我解救他們解救他們
I'm only human I want to hit the club
和不同的女孩躺在床上並且永遠不會是最後一個
And **** a dime
當我想起我的碧池前女友的時候
But I know that's not the answer to my problems
我錯了嗎
Lord help me solve them disintegrate and dissolve them
親愛的上帝我錯了嗎
Laying in bed with a girl I'm pretty sure is my next
快告訴我我到底錯了嗎
Contemplating the *** while I think about my ex
為了過著一個國王被忠誠的士兵包圍的生活
Am I wrong yeah
粉絲們說我是最棒的但我從來沒真正聽過他們說
Dear God am I wrong uh
因為我沒有達到頂峰是的我仍然堅持

惡魔在我耳邊低語但不我從不害怕他們
Dear God tell me am I wrong
人們認為和他一樣甚至都離他不近但是他們都不在他身邊
For living the life of a king surrounded by these pawns
我只想傳播積極的一面
Fans telling me I'm the greatest but I never hear them
通過詩人一般的抒情能力
'Cause I ain't hit the pinnacle yeah I'm still persevering
他們稱之為銷售但我稱之為多才多藝
Demons whispering in my ear but no I never fear them
這就是我的生活啊
People thinking they on his level they ain't even near him
我的對與錯
I just want to spread positivity
我的各種人生抉擇以及我人生的歌曲
Through lyrical ability
現在所有人都想過來
They call it selling out but I just call it versatility
那麼告訴我去年當一個兄弟被殺的時候你又在哪
Yeah it's my life
你們這些混蛋一個都不相信這個烙印
My wrongs and my rights
伸出一隻手
My battle my songs and my fights
現在你想成為我的人
Now everybody want to come around
我認為不行
Tell me where was you last year when a brother was down
你很快就會變的像墨水漬
Not a single one of you motherf*ckers believed in the brand
真正的迪利亞我們丟了經典也沒有裝配工
Extended a hand
那我九歲的時候呢
And now you want to be my man
我親愛的媽媽差點殺了我
I think not
別以為我忘了那個惡魔它到現在還壓迫著我
You quick to shape shift like ink blots
她的雙手像鉗子緊緊地捏住我的喉嚨
The real dilla we cut classic no fitters
我尖叫著我不能呼吸媽媽
What about the time I was nine
你不想要我嗎媽媽你難道不愛我嗎
And my mama almost murdered me
媽媽這他媽的到底怎麼回事
Don't think I forgot that **** it still burdens me
現在告訴我上帝你當時在哪

兄弟告訴我該怎麼保持清醒才不會死去
Her bare hands tight around my throat
為什麼讓我活著卻讓另一個死
I can't breathe I screamed I can't breathe mama
為什麼擦乾我的眼淚卻讓另一個人哭泣
Don't you want me mama don 't you love me
一定要知道
Mama what the ****
我要將它引爆
Where was you then God tell me now
就是為那個該死的表演
How's a brother supposed to stay sane tell me how
我曾經很想知道為什麼
Why you let me live but let another die
你讓我經受各種苦難
Why you dry my tears but let another cry
但現在我終於明白這些所謂的苦難讓我更堅強了
Gotta' know
在我即將淹死的時候我重新站了起來

當我變的粗暴的時候
Set to detonate I gotta blow
當我被打倒在地的時候
That **** for show
我站起來了
I used to wonder why in the hell
是的我站起來
You would make me suffer
當我快死的時候我又站起來了
But now in the end I understand that it made me tougher
當我變的粗暴的時候
Get up when I'm down had enough almost drowned
當我被打倒在地的時候
When ** ** rough I get tough and
我站起來了哈哈
When I'm beaten to the ground
老子又站起來了
I get up yeah
終於站起來了
I get up yeah yeah
I get up when I'm down had enough almost drowned
When **** rough I get tough
And when I'm beaten to the ground
I get up yeah

I get up I get up
Get up