Part of Me

I've been trying and trying
To finally find it
That ever elusive silver-lining
Since you've been gone life is backwards
I just need you back here
I'm tired of being tired
Say I'm okay but I'm lying
'Cause it take some rainy nights to grow
And even though it hurts sometimes I know
This is all how it's meant to be
And I was so blind but now I finally see
That it's all gonna work out eventually
And even though now you're gone
Deep in my hear you will always be a part of me
You'll always be a part of me
You'll always be, always be a part of me
You'll always be a part of me
You'll always be, always be a part of me
Forever and always
Since you've been gone I can't stand it
This isn't how I planned it
Now I'm doing my best
To keep my head up and manage
But stress has taken me captive
I'm depressed and I'm anxious
Tryna focus on what matters
And rid myself of attachments
'Cause it might take some rainy days to grow
And even though it hurts to change I know
This is all how it's meant to be
And I was so blind but now I finally see
That it's all gonna work out eventually
And even though now you're gone
Deep in my hear you will always be a part of me
You'll always be a part of me
You'll always be, always be a part of me
You'll always be a part of me
You'll always be, always be a part of me
Forever and always