My Bed

I thought bout tryna get through
Wishing I could make it better
But I choke each time that I do
Day and night, thinking about the times
When you were mine, I shoulda took my own advice
When I said if its real, its worth a try
I got the words on the tip of my tongue
Know what I want, but I dont wanna hear its done
How can I lose if I dont play along?
I thought bout tryna get through
Wishing I could make it better
But I choke each time that I do
Tryna keep it together
Sitting on my bed, on my bed
Thinking about all the things that you said
And I dont know what to do so I leave you on read, on read
Sitting on my bed, on my bed
Wishing you were here with me instead
I dont know what to do so I leave you on read, on read
But Ive been thinking bout you, yeah
Yeah, Ive been thinking bout you, yeah
I pretend and I tell all of my friends
That I wont go back again, that Im ready for this love to end
But they know, that Im just too scared, yeah
And if you tell me its over, I think Id lose my head
Cause I take comfort in thinking youll always be there, yeah
I thought bout tryna get through
Wishing I could make it better
But I choke each time that I do
Tryna keep it together
Sitting on my bed, on my bed
Thinking about all the things that you said
And I dont know what to do so I leave you on read, on read
Sitting on my bed, on my bed
Wishing you were here with me instead
I dont know what to do so I leave you on read, on read
But Ive been thinking bout you, yeah
Yeah, Ive been thinking bout you, yeah
Sitting on my bed, on my bed
Thinking about all the things that you said
And I dont know what to do so I leave you on read, on read
Sitting on my bed, on my bed
Wishing you were here with me instead
And I dont know what to do so I leave you on read, on read