Mask It to the Casket

[Chorus]
I can't be your crutch, can't hold myself up
Most days feel like a scumbag, I'm pushing my luck
Always saw through it, puppet on the screen
I'm no narcissist, not in love with me
[Verse 1]
I get too frustrated and I'm not sedated
Throw away all my passions, maybe I'm payin' for my actions
Why you gotta celebrate it? I think that the wall's 'bout to cave in
I'm a crack and my feelings been drowned, yeah, I sank them
Pathetic, yeah, I'm so pathetic , I get it, a menace
It's time for my pen, this confession, yeah
I've been known to cause infection
A weapon, lethally inject, no discretion, no
[Chorus]
I can't be your crutch, can't hold myself up
Most days feel like scum, I'm pushing my luck
Always saw through it, puppet on a stream
I'm no narcissist, not in love with me
[Verse 2]
No emotion, a casket to casket
Can't control it, do you really want to see me relapse?
Overloaded, each time I pack it
Anyway folded, yeah, it's always gonna be a bad man
No, no emotion, won't let them see, nothing to show
No vanity, I think I've lost all sanity
I have become my worst enemy
[Outro]
My heart is breakin', it's more than I feel
I'm non-existent, it's like I'm at [?]
Don't wanna sink again, I don't, I'm scared
I'm gettin' tired of this