Self-Destructive

I dont wanna wait
I dont wanna wait
But I know that its too soon
I could run away but I wanna stay
So Ive gotta play it cool
If only I had been the one to be your first
But knowing I was second only makes me hurt
And every time you say her name it makes it worse
So maybe we should start
We cant help it
If we want this
Ill be selfish
Ill be self-destructive
We cant help it
If we want this
Ill be selfish
Ill be self-destructive
I dont wanna wait
I dont wanna wait
But I know that its too soon
I could run away but I wanna stay
So Im gonna play it cool
If we never try
If we never try
Then I guess well never know
Lying to ourselves Promise not to tell
Its out of our control
If only I had been the one to be your first
But knowing I was second only makes me hurt
And every time you say her name it makes it worse
So maybe we should start
We cant help it
If we want this
Ill be selfish
Ill be self-destructive
We cant help it
If we want this
Ill be selfish
Ill be self-destructive
I dont wanna wait
I dont wanna wait
But I know that its too soon
I could run away but I wanna stay
So Ive gotta play it cool
If only I had been the one to be your first
But knowing I was second only makes me hurt
And every time you say her name it makes it worse
So maybe we should start
We cant help it
If wewant this
Ill be selfish
Ill be self-destructive
We cant help it
If we want this
Ill be selfish
Ill be self-destructive
I dont wanna wait
I dont wanna wait
But I know that its too soon
I could run away but I wanna stay
So Ive gotta play it cool
I dont wanna wait
I dont wanna wait
But I know that its too soon
I could run away but I wanna stay
So Ive gotta play it cool