Push Away

I want to keep you, shut the door, throw away the key
For you belong to me
You want to run, you want to hide, you try to leave
There is no hope you'll see
I can't control myself... I push away
And I'm left beside myself
Your love is so far away
When I need you close your gone again!
I stalk your every move, so beautiful to me
And my twisted fantasies
I shut my eyes, you're all I see, you're in my dreams
And I won't let anyone take you away from me
And I can't control myself... I push away
And I'm left beside myself
Your love is so far away
When I need you close your gone again
When I cling too tight... hold on
When I hold too tight... don't let go
Cause when I push you away, is when I need you the most
I need you the most!
...
I lost myself and your lost through my grace
Then I build a temple to your soul and I will obey
And I will worship on the ground you lay
And I can't control myself... I push away!