no feels

I took it to the head, it was that or take it to heart
I  jumped-start when I played my part to a T
Sipped  tea but the teeth still sharp, trust
Work the grindstone, build the callus
Smith the silver then sip the chalice
Seed  the garden, let it climb the lattice till it grows high enough to storm the palace
Kings  are crooked, this crowns corrupt and Im no exception, Im oversteppin
Im so unconscious its so obnoxious
I  was a monster once, now Im nothing but
Brushes tapping on muted drums
At the mercy of flavored tums
Thumbs up patna when the lungs collapse
And  Im bowing gracefully to the claps like
No feels
No feels
If you are who you say
Its too late to come down, dont try
Woke up and walked outside
One night, found this gray
Fed it to my vein, *******, apathy
If you are who you say
Its too late to come down, dont try
Woke up and walked outside
One night, found this gray
Fed it to my vein, *******, apathy
Uh, I took it to the head, it was that or take it to the heart
Rerouted it someplace dark, somewhere Id probably forget
Happiness, happiness
Quick everyone, be your happiest
Smile mighty wide for the cameras
Make it look like my life is miraculous , hide all the damages
Inundated by the fabricated, barely noticed, its so highly acclimated
With the 'everyone round must be dumb as doors'
Now Im lookin to Trump like an affidavit
Are you seein this? Who am I supposed to be in this?
Where to air out all my grievances
When America needs my obedience?
Only way I compete in this is with
No feels
No feels, no feels, no feels, yeah
No feels
No feels, no feels, no feels, no
Im numb, wanna be numb
Thats why I stay sedated
Im numb, wanna be numb
Thats why I stay sedated
If you are who you say
Its too late to come down, dont try
Woke up and walked outside
One night, found this gray
Fed it to my vein, *******, apathy
If you are who you say
Its too late to come down, dont try
Woke up and walked outside
One night, found this gray
Fed it to my vein, *******, apathy