Suicide

All I want is your understanding
As in the small act of affection
Why is this my life?
Is almost everybodys question
And Ive tried
Everything but suicide
But its crossed my mind
I prefer peace
Wouldnt have to have one worldly possession
But essentially Im an animal
So just what do I do with all the aggression?
Well Ive tried
Everything but suicide
But its crossed my mind
Life is a one-way street, aint it?
If you could paint it
Id draw myself going in the right direction
So I go all the way, like I really really know
But the truth is Im only guessin
And Ive tried
Everything but suicide
Oh but its crossed my mind
Just a thought
Its even dark in the daytime
Its not just good, its great depression
When I was lost I even found myself
Lookin in the guns direction
And so Ive tried
Everything but suicide
But yes, its crossed my mind
But Im fine