grief

I was traumatized
我精神受到了重創
And I was traumatized
我受到了無比巨大的傷害
Once I realized you were gone
我終於意識到你離開了
Life flys by
生活似水流年
Like a blink of an eye
轉瞬即逝
And I hear your voice
我聽見你的聲音
In my dreams when I sleep at night
在深夜熟睡時我的夢裡
And I cry when I wake
我從夢中驚醒然後淚流不止
Knowing youre not by my side
知道你已經不在我的身畔
But at least I can see you in my dreams
但至少還能在夢里相見
An alternate reality of your being
你存在於另一平行世界
And I can not see
只是我不能看見
Or dream of you not with me
亦或是夢見你不在我身邊
Your were my best friend
你是我的摯友
The only one in my family who got me
唯一一個擁有我的家庭
And I just wanna say Im sorry
我只是想說聲抱歉
For all the things I did and being angry
因為我所做的一切和我的暴怒
And I wish I could go back it haunts me
我希望能回到過去這些事一直在我腦海裡迴盪
But just know that I will love you eternally
但你要知道我會一直愛你
And I just wanna say im sorry
我想為我的所作所為說對不起
For all the things I did and being angry
因為我所做的一切和我的暴怒
And I wish I could go back it haunts me
我希望能回到過去這些事一直縈繞在我的心頭
But just know that I will love you eternally
但你要知道我會一直愛你
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And I just want you to know
我僅僅是想讓你知道
That Im sorry and I always loved you
我真的很抱歉但我一直深愛著你
And everyday I wish I could go back
每一天我都希望能回到過去
To tell you the things I always wanted to
把一切想說的都告訴你
I miss your hugs, your love, your support
我想念你的擁抱你的愛你的支持
Ill never forget you
我永遠不會忘記你
I love you
我愛你