terrified
Everyday I wake up in the seam
每天我在兩難中醒來
Somewhere in the middle between
進退維谷
Screamin' out in ecstasy
在狂喜中尖叫
And breakin ' down in misery, ha
又在深痛中崩潰
And even though I'm trying my best
即使盡我所能
I'm a little out of my depths
卻仍無法擺脫無力感
Freak out at the smallest things
因為很小的事情抓狂
Scared of ****in' everything
生怕自己會搞砸一切
And they say I should enjoy the ride
他們說應該好好享受人生
But I'm terrified
可我卻惶恐不安
When I gotta be honest, be honest
我必須實話實說
I'm terrified
我每天都惶恐不安
Don't know if I've ever, I've never
不知我是否曾經
Been up this high
有站在過當下的高度
And I'm tryin' but I'm lyin', when I say I'm fine
我在嘗試卻言不由衷，假裝自己很好
I'm puttin' my hands up, like 'Oh ****'
我舉起雙手來驚呼
I'm terrified
我真的惶恐不安
Oh, oh-oh, I'm terrified
Oh, oh-oh, I'm terrified
Now I'm even scared of my bed
我甚至害怕我的床
Don't wanna be alone in my head
想讓我的腦袋保持忙碌
Dreamin' of the tragedy
幻想著一場悲劇
So alone time is bad for me
我可最好避免獨處時光
So I end up gettin ' all drunk
所以每次我都喝醉來逃避
'Til I don't even know what I've done
知道我喝斷片不知道自己的所作所為
Pour me up another please
再給我來一杯
Poison my anxieties
毒死我的焦慮
And they say I should enjoy the ride
他們說我該好好享受人生
But I'm terrified
可我卻惶恐不安
When I gotta be honest, be honest
我必須實話實說
I'm terrified
我的確惶惶不可終日
Don' t know if I've ever, I've never
不知我是否曾經
Been up this high
有站在過當下的高度
And I'm tryin' but I'm lyin ', when I say I'm fine
我在嘗試卻言不由衷，假裝自己很好
I'm puttin' my hands up, like 'Oh ****'
我舉起雙手驚呼
I'm terrified
我真的惶恐不安
Oh, oh-oh, I'm terrified
Oh, oh-oh, I'm terrified
Oh, oh-oh
I'm puttin' my hands up, like 'Oh ****'
我舉起雙手驚呼
I'm terrified
我真的惶恐不安
And they say that I should enjoy the ride
他們說我該好好享受人生
Losin' my mind and I don't know why
不知為何我失去了理智
But I'm terrified
可我卻仍然惶惶不安
When I gotta be honest, be honest
我必須實話實說
I 'm terrified
我感到惶恐不安
Don't know if I've ever, I've never
不知我是否曾經
Been up this high
有站在過當下的高度
And I'm tryin' but I'm lyin', when I say I'm fine
我在嘗試卻言不由衷，假裝自己很好
I'm puttin' my hands up, like 'Oh ****'
我舉起雙手驚呼
I'm terrified
我真的惶恐不安
Oh, oh-oh, I'm terrified (No, no, no )
Oh, oh-oh, I'm terrified (No, no-no-no, oh)
Oh, oh-oh
I'm puttin' my hands up, like 'Oh ** **'
我舉起雙手驚呼
I'm terrified
我是真的真的真的真的真的很惶恐不安