Illusions

Some people tell me that i need help
Some people can fuck off and go to hell
God damn, why they criticize me
Now shit is on the rise so my family despise me
Fuck em! and feed em cause i dont need em
I wont join em if i can beat em
They dont understand my logic
To my gat to my money and im hooked on chronic
I never wanted to hurt a nigga
Unless ya come flexin that trigga, i dig ya
That grave on the east side of town
Lay ya six feet underground
From man, to the dust to the ashes
All i remember tell me where the cash is
Clic cloc barrel at my dome
Give all your loot or you aint going home
But i aint going out wit the pain
Wa da da dang, wa dada daa dang
Chorus:
Im havin illusions im havin illusions drivin me mad inside
Im havin illusions im havin illusions fuckin me up in my mind
Im havin illusions im havin illusions drivin me mad inside
Im havin illusions im havin illusions fuckin me up in my mind
Muthafuckas be drivin me up the walls
Hopin that i fall but they can suck my balls
Straight jacket, strap it
In a padded room when some punk niggaz cant hack it
Distracted from our reality
Now im let out on a minor technicality
They all fucked up now
Cause they let a nigga back on the street somehow
Im lookin for someone like me
Livin in my own world to my own degree
On the loose in the city lookin at the ho wit the big titties
Lookin at me and i feel shitty
A little tensed up gettin hot
Cause she looks like my girl who just smoked at the crack spot
Im tryin to find ways to cope
But i aint fuckin round wit the gauge or a rope
Chorus:
Im havin illusions im havin illusions drivin me mad inside
Im havin illusions im havin illusions fuckin me up in my mind
Im havin illusions im havin illusions drivin me mad inside
Im havin illusions im havin illusions fuckin me up in my mind
Im havin illusions
Im havin illusions
Im havin illusions
Im havin illusions
Im havin illusions
Im havin illusions
Im havin illusions
Im havin illusions