sad to see your sorrow

I want to touch you but
I dont possess the powerit turns me inside out to feel the pain of your distressyou push the needle deeper in your arm for every hour
I know your life was so beautiful but now its turned into a mess
Ive tried to understand you but the thoughts seems so unrealthat a person would forsake herself and try to break herself with painjust like a child youre so innocent and you long so much to feelbut instead you push the needle deeper down your veinsad to see you sad to see your sorrowyou know
Ive seen you in so many diffrent waysthe reflections of your agony are scared upon your facewarm the spoon just to numb yourself from much much better daysand you hope that someone else is there who might want to take your placeeverything you scream
I hear you thought you scream so silentand youre longing for your babychild to be in a much better placeso addicted to your loneliness full of self destructive violenceyou still try to love your child and see the smile opon its facesad to see you sad to see your sorrow.....take away the pain and take away the sorrow
I cry in silence hoping youll come throughtake away the pain you could be dead tommorow
I wish that
I could help you but theres nothing
I can doI
WISH I COU
LD HELP YO
U BUT THER
ES NOTHIN
G I CAN DO
I feel as if
Im by your side even though youre far away from herethe poison mingles with your blood and slowly satisfies youbut what
I wonder most of all is if you really want to disappearyou keep struggleing with emotions mixed inside youplease dont disappear you know to many people love youbut you see youre still the only one that can ever dry your tearsso dont you rely on anyone below or up above youyou better grab your life and then get a grip before it disappearssad to see you sad to see your sorrow