i hate you for this

We got too many problems
面對重重矛盾
Without a way to solve them
我卻不知如何解決
I wish that I could just let you go
我幻想著分開時的落落大方
But I care too much still and I dont wanna heal
但又日漸低迷不願癒合這道傷
Youre the only thing Ive known
你是我的畢生所求
You build me up and let me down again
你築建我的堡壘又無情摧毀我的心防
I know that loving me was easier in your head
我知道紙上談愛本為淺
And it shows
倒也恰恰證明
We got too many problems
面對重重矛盾
Without a way to solve them
我卻不知如何解決
I wish that I could just let you go
我幻想著分開時的落落大方
But I care too much still and I dont wanna heal
但又日漸低迷不願癒合這道傷
Youre the only thing Ive known
你是我的畢生所求
And now I hate you for this
現在我恨你獨占我心
And I know its wrong
我意識到如何彌補
But I have nothing left to give
卻早已付盡所有
Its slowly sinking in
僅僅為了你
Im on my own again
我寧願迷失自己
Ill just hide all my issues, like I dont even miss you
我想我會重歸我的生活就像我並不想念你
Pretended that Im happier now youre gone
欺騙自己你的離開是一種寬慰
Im not doing just fine, I know you know Im lying
我過得不僅僅是挺好雖然這個謊言十分拙劣
But Im afraid of movin on
但我畏懼沒有你的前方
You build me up and let me down again
你築建我的堡壘又無情摧毀我的心防
I know that loving me was easier in your head
我知道紙上談愛本為淺
And it shows
倒也恰恰證明
We got too many problems
面對重重矛盾
Without a way to solve them
我卻不知如何解決
I wish that I could just let you go
我幻想著分開時的落落大方
But I care too much still and I dont wanna heal
但又日漸低迷不願癒合這道傷
Youre the only thing Ive known
你是我的畢生所求
And now I hate you for this
現在我恨你獨占我心
And I know its wrong
我意識到如何彌補
But I have nothing left to give
卻早已付盡所有
Its slowly sinking in
僅僅為了你
Im on my own again
我寧願迷失自己
And now I hate you for this
現在我恨你獨占我心
And I know its wrong
我意識到如何彌補
But I have nothing left to give
卻早已付盡所有
Its slowly sinking in
僅僅為了你