23;anxiety

Blessed with stress, am I'm doing fine,
我做得不夠好嗎
Won't you say that your here for me
你不會說你在這裡是為了我
Won 't you say youll always be mine
你不會說你永遠是我的嗎
Thinking you will leave me this time
想著你這次會離開我
It's not that I just don't trust you
不是我不信任你
It's more that I have my own issues to
更重要的是我有自己的問題要解決
Obsessed with not coping,
糾結於無法應對
Cus I feel like I'm just hoping
因為我覺得我只是希望
That you will message me again
你會再次給我留言
Say that we' re all fine in the end
但你不會，因為我想說的每一個字都被淹沒了
But you won't, cus I'm drowning on every word that I've tried to say
但你不會，因為我想說的每一個字都被淹沒了
Pushing them back and forth, everything is making my brain go insane
推來推去，一切都讓我的大腦變得瘋狂
Shaking on the daily, breaking down everythings just changing
每天都在顫抖，崩潰一切都在改變
Don't feel much lately anymore because you have my ****ing soul
最近感覺不太好，我的記憶中還有你
And I'm sick of this, constant back and forth between this
我受夠了這一切，在這之間不停的來回
Emotion that ins my chest, it's hardening, I feel like I'm just crumbling
我胸中的情感越來越強烈，我覺得自己快要崩潰了
But I don't feel like I have a choice,
但我覺得我別無選擇
Cus I'm justing fading in the background everything around me is making to much noise
因為我正在逐漸消失在背景中，我周圍的一切都在製造噪音
I just need to to find some space,
我只需要找到一些空間
I just need to change the pace
我只需要改變節奏
Of everything
所有事情中
Cus its moves to fast
因為它的動作很快
At this point, I don't ill ever grow up,
在這一點上，我永遠不會長大
I think I've passed the point of no return
我想我已經過了不歸路
Waking up everything hurts
喚醒一切傷痛
So ill just stay aloneagain in my room
所以我還是一個人待在我的房間裡
Cus I don't feel like I need to leave, I don't think I should talk to you
因為我不覺得我需要離開，我不認為我應該和你說話
Blessed with stress, am I'm doing fine,
我做得不夠好嗎
Won't you say that your here for me
你不會說你在這裡是為了我
Won't you say youll always be mine
你不會說你永遠是我的嗎
Thinking you will leave me this time
想著你這次會離開我
It's not that I just don't trust you
不是我不信任你
It's more that I have my own issues to
更重要的是我有自己的問題要解決
Blessed with stress, am I'm doing fine,
我做得不夠好嗎
Won't you say that your here for me
你不會說你在這裡是為了我
Won't you say youll always be mine
你不會說你永遠是我的嗎
Thinking you will leave me this time
想著你這次會離開我
It's not that I just don't trust you
不是我不信任你
It's more that I have my own issues to
更重要的是我有自己的問題要解決