shinigami

I spoke to the demon that lives in my nightmares
我和那些生活在我噩夢中的惡魔說話
He told me that life wasn't fair
他告訴我生活是不公平的
He taught me how to hate myself and hide it
他教我如何憎恨自己並隱藏它
He showed me how to die behind my eyelids
他告訴我如何在我的眼瞼後面死去
I'm pretty sure he doesn't have the best intentions
我敢肯定他的意圖並不好
And I think I really need an intervention
我想我真的需要干預
I 'll go out
我要走出我的噩夢世界
All alone
孤獨一人
With a smile on my face
我的臉上帶著微笑
And I promise
我保證
I'm not scared of you
我不怕你
I'm not scared of you
我終究不會怕你
I spoke to an angel that blesses my conscience
我想和一個祝福我良心的天使說話
She told me I shouldn't have fear
她告訴我我不該害怕
She taught me how to love myself
她教我如何愛惜自己
But I didn't listen
但我沒有聽
Now I've become too self-aware
現在我變得太自我意識了
I'll go out
我要走出我的噩夢世界
All alone
孤獨一人
With a smile on my face
我的臉上帶著微笑
And I promise
我保證
I'm not scared of you
我不怕你
I'm not scared of you
我終究不會怕你
Say bye to all my friends
跟我所有的朋友說再見
Waiting for the end
等待著最後的結果
This is the path I've chosen
這是我選擇的道路
I can't pretend
我不能假裝
That everything is fine
一切都很好
My life's a ******* lie
我的生活就是醜惡的謊言
The demon on my shoulder
我肩膀上的惡魔
Has won this time
這次贏了
I spoke to the demon
我嘗試跟惡魔對話
He murdered the angel
他殺害了天使
And now I've got blood on my hands
現在我的手上沾滿了鮮血