movie

Holding me, they holding me
Might just end my suffering, my agony
The thought of you is killing me, is killing me
Cuz love is a fantasy, not my reality
I used to have hopes for us
I tried to make this ****ing last
And you ain't never notice
No you ain't ever notice, next thing I know is
You're up , then you leave me in the background
Can't stop, girl I'm feeling kinda sad now
Foreign but you can't do it better
For me, you said you won't leave me ever
Blue eyes, looking at me they just feed me lie
Do I, want to be here just to say goodbye
Sometimes, feel like everything against me
Yeah, like something from a ** **ing movie
Yeah something that's only in the movie
I'm falling down I'm going too deep
In the drugs and in the music
But **** it I might die soon *****
So, I try my best, imma win the race
Smoking loud in the lobby 2 blunts to the face
Imma get the bands living till the end
Not a sheep or lamb, just the way I am
Feel like JoJo from the who
Rather hide up in my room
Lock the door and take the shrooms
A place where my mind wander to
Look out the window them stars looking bright
Shapes in the sky goddamn what a sight
The psych they're showing me what you cannot
You could've been here tonight but
You're up, then you leave me in the background
Can't stop, girl I'm feeling kinda sad now
Foreign but you can't do it better
For me, you said you won't leave me ever
Blue eyes, looking at me they just feed me lie
Do I, want to be here just to say goodbye
Sometimes, feel like everything against me
Yeah, like something from a ****ing movie
Yeah something that's only in the movie
I'm falling down I'm going too deep
In the drugs and in the music
But **** it I might die soon *****