not today

Bottom of the bowl again
又跌入谷底了
Life taking its toll again
周而復始的生活啊
Slept away the day
直到夢裡
Nothing ever changes
一切也都沒有改變
I only ever see you in dark
我只在黑暗中見過你
Meet me here, two again
一次，再一次相見
Tell me that youre you again
再說一遍吧，是你嗎
Humble and complete
渺小而健全
Blood, bones, flesh and weakness
肉體鮮活然而不堪一擊
I only ever see you in the dark
我只在黑暗中見過你
You know I tore out the first page
我帶著悔恨撕下最初的篇章
Hating every word that I say
我悔恨我說的每一句話
You know I tore out the first page
你知道，我後悔
Turn up, night time, youre at my door
醒來，入睡，你就會
Holding flowers that you have bought
手持捧花站在我門口
Just for me
那隻為我的花啊
I cant smile, not today
可現在我無法歡笑如舊了
Wrapped up in the view again
在那樣的情景裡，夢醒了
Living just for you again
再次地為你而活
Lost all sense of self
我失去了所有的我
Say you did it for your girl
也許你也會為另一個女孩兒神魂顛倒
I only ever see you in the dark
而我只能在暗中看你
Almost found a place to stay and never fell so deep again
小心翼翼，無法自拔
Spent your life alone
你就度過你的餘生吧
In lame of love
帶著殘缺的愛
I only ever see you in the dark
我只會在暗中看你
You know I tore out the first page
你知道，我已釋懷
Hating every word that I say
我為我的淺薄後悔
You know I tore out the first page
你知道的，我已忘了昨日
Turn up, night time, youre at my door
醒來，睡去，然後夢見
Holding flowers that you have bought
你就手捧花束站在我家門口
Just for me
那束只為我的花啊
Turn up, night time, youre at my door
醒來，睡去，夢見你
You know I tore out the first page
你知道，我已經忘了昨日
Hating every word that I say
我為我的淺薄感到悔恨
You know I tore out the first page
我已經釋懷
You know I tore out the first page
撕下最初的那一頁
Hating every word that I say
刪除所有的對白
You know I tore out the first page
你知道，我會忘了
Turn up, night time, youre at my door
醒來，睡去，門前的你
Holding flowers that you have bought
手持花束
Just for me
那隻為我的花束啊
I cant smile, not today
而今我再也無法歡笑了