the beautiful & damned
Ever seen a devil with a halo
可曾見過頭頂光環的魔鬼
Ever seen an angel with some horns
可曾見過頭生兩角的天使
Everybody got their own demons (yeah )
所有人都有自己的心魔
Everybody fightin' their own war,(uh) oh
每個人都在打著屬於自己的仗
When you move this fast as I' m movin'
當你像我這般飛速移動
All the toxic things that I'm using
我終日以藥品續命
All the substances I'm abusin'
我每天濫用著藥物
All the ***, and the drugs, and the boozin'
我每天生活糜爛不堪
The decision is mine for the choosin'
當然這些都是我自己的選擇
But I can't understand what I'm losin'
不過我始終無法明白我丟失了些什麼
Cause I been this way it's not a new thing
因為我一直都在這樣做著
I know a Gemini can be confusing
我知道雙生子不會有困惑
Split right down the middle like there's two of me
從中間直接分開彷彿有兩個我
No hiding, I bare all nudity
不必隱藏，我好似全身裸露
This is everything that comes with celebrity
這就是名譽所帶來的所有
Criticism, ridicule and the scrutiny
被放在顯微鏡下嘲笑與批評
Think about what I spent on some jewelry
偶爾想想我在珠寶上花掉的金錢
But it all comes back to me usually
但是這些錢總會被我賺回來
And it's none of y'alls business truthfully
說實話這都不是你們該考慮的問題
You don't know 'bout the fame, what it do to me
你們不知道這些聚光燈對我帶來的傷害
I'm - talking to myself like every night
每天晚上與自己交流
You could try to be a better guy
“你可以嘗試做一個更好的人”
But to understand a Gemini
不過如果想要透徹了解一個雙生子
Angel, devil, it's both him and I
你需要知道他們通常是惡魔與天使並存之身
Demons in me they just multiply
惡魔在我的體內不斷繁衍
If I don't kill 'em all, I never try
我從未有過殺死他們的念頭
Life is short, and men lie, women lie
人生苦短，全靠演技
But a legend he could never die
好在我是個傳奇，我永遠會活在人們的心中
Ever seena devil with a halo (you know, uh)
可曾見過頭頂光環的魔鬼
Ever seen an angel with some horns (you know)
可曾見過頭生兩角的天使
Everybody got their own demons
所有人都有自己的心魔
Everybody fightin' their own war (uh)
每個人都在打著屬於自己的仗
I can be an angel sometimes
我可以在有時成為天使
I can be real ****** up
我也可以糟透至極
I miss you only sometimes
我只會在有有些時候想你
I give you real tough love (yeah)
我給著你難以承受的愛
'Cause I'm a devil with a halo (ooh oh oh oh oh)
因為我是一隻頭頂聖環的惡魔
Yeah (oh oh)
yeah
Put the hours in, put the work in
沒日沒夜的勤奮工作
Swear I try so hard to be perfect
對上天發誓我有在努力成就完美
But sometimes ******t feels like a burden
可有時候我肩上的擔子太重了
Cause I still ain't ******t but a person
畢竟我只是個普通人
Switch lanes in the Porsche that I'm swervin'
切換狀態開著保時捷飆車
Tell myself slow down off the bourbon
告訴自己少喝點波本威士忌
'When you drive like that, it made me nervous'
“你在開這麼快，我就被嚇死了”
Not tonight, not closing the curtains
不過減速肯定不會在今晚
When I die, not trying to see hell
當我死後，我不想下地獄
Feel like I'm headed that way in a V12
不過感覺我的人生軌跡終點就在地獄
And I just broke up with my female
我剛跟我的前任分手
On tour, had to do it by email
分手的時候我在開巡演，必須得給她發郵件她才知道
But that's all i'ma save you the detail
這就是我目前能告訴你的了，細節暫且不透露
Therapy with a beat and a freestyle
靠著伴奏和說唱理療自我
Either way, live today, I'ma be well
不管怎麼講，活在當下就足夠了
Cause I never wanna let 'em see me fail
因為我不想讓他們看見我墜落
I'm talkin' to myself, 'What's wrong with you?
我對自己說“你有什麼毛病？ ”
You should make some songs to turn up to
你該做些好聽的音樂出來
Thinkin' too much like you usually do
通常你都會胡思亂想太多
'Til you drink some liquor, then you're cool
只有當你用酒精麻痺自己的時候，你才能恢復正常
Throw your brain away, that's all it takes
把理智扔進垃圾桶裡是唯一所需的步驟
Dumb it down, but that's not what he makes
小聲點，但是這不是他只會幹的事情
Then say * ***** the sales, and ****** the 'biz
他們說不要在乎任何事情
It's not that easy Gerald, nothing is'
'這沒有這麼簡單，機翼，沒有事情這麼簡單“
Ever seen a devil with a halo (yeah)
可曾見過頭頂光環的魔鬼
Ever seen an angel with some horns (you know)
可曾見過頭生兩角的天使
Everybody got their own demons
所有人都有自己的心魔
Everybody fightin' their own war (uh)
每個人都在打著屬於自己的仗
I can be an angel sometimes
我可以在有時成為天使
I can be real ****** up
我也可以糟透至極
I miss you only sometimes
我只會在有有些時候想你
I give you real tough love (yeah)
我給你難以承受的愛
'Cause I'm a devil with a halo (ooh oh oh oh oh oh)
畢竟我是一隻頭戴光環的惡魔