barricade of the heart

Waking up at dawn
Just to say goodnight
To my closest friends
That I hold dear and tight
They sleep on my bed
Remember what they said
Once you're out on your own
You're gonna wish for death
You try to wash away
Everything they say
You said you'd let them in
But then you closed again
I know just how you feel
Cause I've felt it before
You opened up one door
Then had to close four more
You won't let em in
You won't let em in
You tried your best again
But you won't let em in
You won't let em In
You won't let em in
They want to be your friend
But you won't let em in
You wont let em in, lets see whats on your mind
Like am I worth it, am I good enough
I ask it all the time
You just wanna be a friend, well I shouldnt be so blind
I cant see inside your head, but I know you can see in mine
You try to wash away
Everything they say
You said you'd let them in
But then you closed again
I know just how you feel
Cause I've felt it before
You opened up one door
Then had to close four more
You won't let em in
You won't let em in
You tried your best again
But you won't let em in
You won't let em In
You won't let em in
They want to be your friend
But you won't let em in
You won't let em in
You won't let em in
You tried your best again
But you won't let em in
You won't let em In
You won't let em in
They want to be your friend
But you won't let em in