I wish you made me feel better
一開始我希望你能讓我感覺好些
To be honest, you don't
但說真的,你沒有
There's things I'd like to forget about
有些事我想要置之腦後
And to be honest I'm close
說真的,我很快就能忘記了
I wish I started listening
我希望我開始學會傾聽
When people tell me things
當人們告訴我那些事情
But I am my own problems
但我就是我自己的問題
So I'll be my own shrink
所以我要做我自己的心理醫生
I know I should open up more, up more
我知道我應該敞開心扉，學會交流
Now you are yelling on the phone and
你在電話那頭喊叫
It's sounding like an uproar, uproar
聽起來像是一片喧鬧嘩然
Wasn't easy to control
一個不容易控制的局面
I know that you hate that
我知道你討厭這樣
And I know people hate me
也知道人們討厭我
Ran into a glass wall
我一頭撞上了玻璃牆
But I didn't break it
但它並沒有碎
Yeah, is all this just an empty attempt?
是啊，這一切都是徒勞的嘗試嗎？
Just a way to make me feel something
只是一種讓我清醒的辦法
Some shit to tell a friend
一些告訴朋友的廢話
A reason to be happy
一個讓我快樂的理由
Are there ways to make me trust
有沒有辦法讓我重拾信任
I forget about my better days
我忘記那些美好的日子
When I feel out of luck
在我運氣差到爆的時候
So how do you find what's missing
你如何找到丟失的東西呢
I meet it half way like kissing
就像中途折斷的吻
Money in the river for wishing
硬幣丟進許願的河裡
I take it in
將其充斥我的肺
Before I breathe it out
在我吐出來之前
I overthink about it
我想的太多了吧
A simpler route
僅僅需要一條簡單的路線
I'm in Silverlake in a big ass house
我在銀湖的一個大房子裡
Or on Braedon's couch
或者在布雷頓的沙發上
Seeing my friends pass
看著我的朋友經過
Wishing I was them
我希望我是他們
But I know I'm not
但我深知我與他們不同
This is for my ends
這本來是我的目的
And what I forgot
但我忘了
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