my own soul’是warning

I tried going against my own soul's warning
我試圖違背自己靈魂的警告
But in the end something just didn't feel right
但最後還是覺得有些不對勁
Oh I tried diving even though the sky was storming
即使天空下著暴雨我仍嘗試跳水
I just wanted to get back to where you are
我只是想回到你所在的地方
If you can see through the banner of the sun
如果你能看穿太陽的旗幟
Into eternity's eyes like a vision reaching down to you
進入永恆的眼眸，就像向你伸手的幻象
Would you turn away what if it knew you by your name
如果它知道你的名字，你會拒絕嗎
What kind of words will cut through the clutter of the whirlwind of these days
什麼樣的文字才能穿過這幾天雜亂的漩渦呢
I tried going against my own soul's warning
我試圖違背自己靈魂的警告
But in the end something just didn't feel right
但最後還是覺得有些不對勁
Oh I tried diving even though the sky was storming
即使天空下著暴雨我仍嘗試跳水
Thunder heads were forming
雷雨雲砧正在形成
And then I thought I could die
然後我想我可以死了
And when I hit the ground
而當我落地的時候
It made a messed up sound and it kept rattling through my days
它發出亂七八糟的聲音，在我的日子裡一直響個不停
Cutting up my nights like a godd**n knife
像一把該死的刀子劃破了我的夜晚
And it got me thinking no matter how far
它讓我想到，無論多遠
I just wanted to get back to where you are
我只是想回到你所在的地方
I tried going against my own soul's warning
我試圖違背自己靈魂的警告
But in the end something just didn't feel right
但最後還是覺得有些不對勁
Oh I tried running from the memory and the morning
即使天空下著暴雨我仍嘗試跳水
But the penalty kept on pouring
但是處罰不斷
And now I think I know why
現在我想我知道為什麼了
'Cause when I hit the ground
因為當我落地的時候
It made a messed up sound and it kept rattling through my days
它發出亂七八糟的聲音，在我的日子裡一直響個不停
Cutting up my nights like a godd**n knife
像一把該死的刀子劃破了我的夜晚
And it got me thinking no matter how far
它讓我想到，無論多遠
I just wanted to get back to where you are
我只是想回到你所在的地方