Ill Be Here When You Wake

Leave my bed warm
And Ill breathe in your smell
Shouldnt tell a single soul
You know its right
I want to shout it out
Its killing me to hold
Hold it in my head
When theres barely room for me
And I say your name
In the darkness
Like it could be there
And I miss you more
When Im coming down
And I fear the door
Leave my brain in knots
That Ill never quite unfurl
I cant head nor tail
Of this fizzing on my tongue
Both my hands are tied
So I cant pick up the phone
Even if I wanted to
By god, I dont
And I say your name
In the darkness
Like it could be there
And I miss you more
When Im coming down
And I fear the door