Perfectionist

I've spent my whole life trying to be perfect
Role model to my brother
Pride and joy of my mother
I felt entitled to success cause I deserved it
Worked harder than anyone else
That's what I kept telling myself
I put so much pressure on
And thought by now I'd be a diamond
Look at all that wasted potential
Did you really think you were special?
Like damn
I really don't wanna die trying
I-I-I-I
I've had enough
I-I-I-I
I'm good enough
Just wanted you all to relate to me
I just can't help but feel I
Always onto the next
Running, running
I don't know if I can do this
I'm terrified
Maybe I , maybe I
Talking to myself
Loosen up a little bit
It's never been that serious
Try to have some fun with it
Don't be such a
Perfectionist