IM not there

Sometimes I'll be zoning
In my world everything's out of focus
Nothing is real even when I'm home and
I'll be hearing words but I'm really not there
Sometimes I 'll be zoning
In my world everything's out of focus
Nothing is real even when I'm home and
I'll be hearing words but I'm really not there
Disconnected from all surrounding me
In a crowd but I tend to isolate, isolate
Doctors tell me I'm best to meditate
I dont know if this earth is meant for me, meant for me
So I leave from the night till the morning
Where there's butterflies & the trees are enormous
And the time stops just to breathe for a moment
When I'm here not a soul that can see me
Where I' m at peace & my mind starts healing
But it's light now so it's time I'd be leaving
Sometimes I'll be zoning
In my world everything's out of focus
Nothing is real even when I'm home and
I'll be hearing words but I'm really not there
Sometimes I'll be zoning
In my world everything's out of focus
Nothing is real even when I' m home and
I'll be hearing words but I'm really not there
If you could see only what's in my mind
Then you would be afraid what you might find
No you don' t wanna see what's in my mind, no no no
If you could only see what's in my soul
Then you would get all that was untold
No you don't wanna ever get this cold, no no no
Disconnected from all surrounding me
In a crowd but I tend to isolate, isolate
Doctors tell me i'm best to meditate
I dont know if this earth is meant for me, meant for me
Sometimes I'll be zoning
In my world everythings out of focus
Nothing is real even when I'm home and
I'll be hearing words but I'm really not there
Sometimes I 'll be zoning
In my world everythings out of focus
Nothing is real even when I'm home and
I'll be hearing words but I'm really not there