Is Happiness Just a Word? (Badtape Remix)
'Is Happiness Just a Word?'
Run(Go ahead and)
奔跑吧（努力地向前狂奔）
Darkness comes beneath the dying stars
黑暗在即將消逝的星光下降臨
With all the blood and scars
伴隨著所有的鮮血和傷痕降臨
Im gonna hunt you
我即將要去追逐尋找你的足跡
With fear I appear
伴隨著恐懼直至我的出現為止
Nothing will stop me
任何事物都將無法阻止我腳步
You creat the
無比強大
Creature in me
我的內心裡將會是無比強大的（同上，牽引一句話的本意）
Shattered, I will capture you
哪怕心已破碎身已疲憊，我也定將會找到你
So run
所以努力奔跑吧（追夢的孩子）
My family dont understand what I go through
我的家人根本不了解我的過去
Under diagnosed for 20 years, aint never broke through
診斷二十年餘載卻從來沒有辦法
You ever been in such a fog you dont know you?
你可曾在迷茫中連自己都不認識？
Never being able to do the **** youre supposed to?
永遠地不能去做你想要做的事情？
I wouldnt wish it on anyone that Im close to
我不想身邊的任何人參手我的事
Wouldnt wish it on anybody that Im opposed to
更不希望我厭倦的人做到那些事
Theres not an accurate diagnosis to show you
這裡沒有明確的診斷能替你說明
Basic neurobiology isnt close to it
就連基本的生物學家都不能解釋（指的原理，達成人與人之間所願的交往交流固定定律）
Im watching life as a spectator
我像個觀眾一樣觀望著我的人生
I cant help myself, even though I possessed data
即使擁有統治力也不能救贖自己
Its not a part of my spirit to want to test nature
這不是我靈魂扭曲在做天然實驗
You think you know what Im feeling, cousin , then lets wager
你以為你真的會了解我的感受麼，
Im having trouble retaining new information
我連沒發生多久的事都記不清楚
Familiar scenes starting to look foreign- derealization
虛無縹緲的場景似曾相識
Everybody tired of being patient
每個人都對富有耐心而身心疲憊
Mama wonderingwhy her baby crying in the basement
媽媽想知道為何她的孩子在地下哭泣
Constant rumination just exacerbates it
不斷思考只會慢慢加重的我病情
To the point where I cant barely narrate it
講真我確實無法用言語去描述它
Ive had doctors tell me that my mind is fascinating
曾經有個醫生告訴我的心靈是讓人陶醉沉迷的
But they cant tell me why the sickness has been activated
但卻不能告訴我為什麼我的體內疾病會被激活
Darkness comes beneath the dying stars
黑暗降臨在即將消逝的星光下
With all the blood and scars
伴隨著所有的鮮血和傷痕到臨
Im gonna hunt you
我即將要去追逐尋找你的足跡
With fear I appear
伴隨著恐懼直至我的出現為止
Nothing will stop me
任何事物都將無法阻止我腳步
You creat the
無比強大
Creature in me
我的內心裡將會是無比強大的
Shattered, I will capture you
哪怕心已破碎身已疲憊，我也定將會找到你
So run
所以拼命奔跑吧（有夢的孩子）
My head dont work, the meds dont work
我的腦子已壞死，藥物沒辦法治癒了
But I dont want to be dead, dead dont work
但是我不想死掉，死掉就不能微笑了
Sleeps the cousin of death, the bed dont work
睡眠能加快死亡，床對療傷沒有用了
Maybe Id rather be dead; dead dont hurt
也許我真想死掉，死掉就不會疼痛了
Realization of an inherent emptiness
一種內在的與生俱來的空虛感
Maybe thats another sin for the pessimist
也許這是另一種罪惡的悲觀者
Possibly I am a jinn with a exorcist
可能我是一個驅魔人的小精靈
Ive fallen because Ive been on the precipice
我在墮落因為我身處懸崖邊緣
Maybe its my mamas possible regret
也許就是媽媽對此的悔恨悲痛
Maybe its a neurological neglect
也許這是一個神經系統的疏忽
Maybe its the reason why waters wet
也許這可以解釋水為何是濕的
The angular gyrus and where the frontal lobe connect
我的神經中樞相互鏈接處在哪？
But maybe Im being too complicated for you
但這些可能對你來說太過複雜
Maybe I should just be calm and explain it to you
也許我該冷靜一下來向你解釋
The psychiatrist thinking they could fool you
那些精神科大夫全是在愚弄你
Paxel, Zoloft, its just wasteful to you
Paxel.Zoloft. 你只是浪費藥物（前兩者是兩種藥物的名字）
Ive tried meditation, tried to sit in silence
我已經討厭了思考，厭倦沉默
But how the **** that help a neurochemical imbalance?
這對我心理扭曲病沒任何作用
Why would you tell a person that they were childish
你為何要告訴其他人他們心理是幼稚的
Without an understanding of the pain that they surround in?
沒經歷過所處的痛苦為何要說他們幼稚
I always feel foggy somatic detachment
我真的感覺不到我的身體器官在活動
Its like my body isnt connected to actions
這真就像我的行為不受大腦控制一樣
It destroys everything thats affected the fragments
這種天殺的疾病摧毀了我的一切
I dont have nothing but senses and sadness
除了意識和悲傷之外我一無所有
Darkness comes beneath the stars
黑暗在即將消逝的星光下降臨
With all the blood and all the scars
伴隨著所有的鮮血和傷痕降臨
Nothing will stop me
任何事物都將無法阻止我腳步
The greater creature inside of me
我的內心裡將會是無比強大的
Darkness comes beneath the dying stars
黑暗降臨在即將消逝的星光下
With all the blood and scars
伴隨著所有的鮮血和傷痕到臨
Im gonna hunt you
我即將要去追逐尋找你的足跡
With fear I appear
伴隨著恐懼直至我找到它為止
Nothing will stop me
任何事物都將無法阻止我腳步
You creat the
無比強大
Creature in me
我的內心裡將會是無比強大的
Shattered, I will capture you
哪怕心已破碎身已疲憊，我也定將會找到你的足跡影踪
So run
所以那些有夢想的孩子，請在最好的年華努力地奔跑吧