scars on my heart (Prod. Slipfunc)

Powfu
Powfu
Yo
喲
I'm sick of loving
我不想再愛了
Every time its just a misconception
每次到最後總是我想多了
I find a girl and she lead me into a new dimension
我吧，認識了一個把我帶到另一個維度的妹妹
Thinking about the future
一想想以後
Counting out all of our blessings
沒事著（看收到了多少）老一輩戀人們的祝福
Then I find out it's all fake
我就會發現這一切都是假的（祝福無法實現）
And she leave me guessing
她總是讓我捉摸不透
I guess i learnt my lesson
我想我也學到教訓了
I guess we' re better ended
我想咱倆早點結束這段感情算了吧
I wish i never gave my heart out, dummy should've kept it
我真希望我從來沒把心交給你過，我應該留著的我怕不是傻了
Just like a piece of paper
（我心）就像一張白紙樣
She ripped my heart in half
然後她就把我的心猛斯成了兩半
I guess this kind of thing is something I won't ever have
我本以為這是我這輩子都不可能碰到的事
But it's fine , soon i'll just get use to it
但也沒關係，馬上我就會習慣了
To keep my mind off of love
為了讓我不再想些有的沒的
I'll just do stupid s**t
我又會要幹傻事了
I fell asleep questioning is anyone for me
我睡著了在夢裡問著有沒有人會幫我一把（救救孩子吧親）
Laying on my back
我一直躺著
Using music as a remedy
靠著音樂來治愈自己
Listening and writing all these sad songs
邊聽邊寫著這些悲傷的歌啊
Happy for a bit but doesn't last long
心情慢慢好點了但感覺也好不了很久
I'm trying find the joy in all this chaos
我要不努力試著在這混亂裡找點樂子吧
Keep on praying for my future
一直在為未來祈禱
Hope it pays off
希望有用吧
Hook
Hook
Broke my heart, you tore it in two (you tore it in two)
啊我心死了真的，因為你(你把它斯成了兩半）
Yeah
Yeah
So why am i （why？ ）still thinking of you?（why i'm thinking of you? why?)
所以我為啥(為什麼？）還在想你（為毛我一直還在想你？告訴我為什麼？）
SadBoyProlific
SadBoyProlific
Yo, lately it's **** emotions
啊哈，最近我有點飄
Grab the **** and then I roll it
拿著（類似興奮劑？）藥就出去浪了
I've been tripping off the potent
我開始變得不那麼強勢了
Honestly, I'm omnipotent
但講真，我還是很全能的
Used to think about our memories
總會不由自主地想起以前的事
I cleared them like my history
因為我深知這就是我的過去
Wrote this in a grave to set the scene cause love is dead to me
把這些事全都寫進墓碑裡算了因為我感覺我不會再愛了
Our love was one sided
我總是在一味地為你付出
I know you ain't felt the same
我曉得你反正也接收不到我的愛
I bet you relish the fact that I f***ing felt this pain
我打賭你很享受我TM受著痛苦的過程吧
You gave me comfort
你曾給過我安慰
You were like my shelter from the rain
你就像我在大雨中的庇護所一樣
Gripping the razor blade I swear i' d never love again
緊緊地握著剃須刀片我發誓我不會再愛你了（冷靜啊啊少年）
I'll keep that promise
我說到做到
Trust me i won't break it
相信我，一定
I ripped my heart out of my chest and chained it in the bas***nt
老子把我的心扯出來，然後把它鎖在我家的地下室裡
Knockin' bottles till i'm wasted
然後再喝高到人都不要了
Clear to see I'm changing
很明顯我在改變了
Rather stick to blazin'
寧願紮根到
And the dreams that I been chasing
一個我能追夢的地方
Hook
Hook
Broke my heart, you tore it in two
啊呀呀，是你，碎了我的心
So why am i (why am i?) still thinking of you?
所以為什麼（為啥？ ）還在一直想你？
Powfu
Powfu
I know hearts don't physically break
我知道心又不會真的碎掉
But my chest hurts
但為啥我現在胸口好疼
I can still smell her perfume on my sweatshirt
我甚至還能聞到我的衛衣上有她的香水味
They say that time can heal
他們說時間會治愈一切
Soon i'll feel better
所以我馬上就會好起來的
But all that can heal this is if I never met her
可唯一能（治愈）的方法就是讓我從來沒有見過她
Story never ends
這故事從未結束
Ifthe story never starts
要是故事也從未開始過會發生什麼呢
Take these sad feelings
要不把這悲傷的的感情
Trying to turn them into art
變為一種藝術吧
Paintbrush, light stroke
用畫筆點亮畫板
Out all of my feelings
至於靈感嘛全都來自我的感受
Spitting s**t, typing quick
走起，打字搞快點
Keep writing lyrics
多寫點歌詞兒
Take the wheel
方向盤握穩
I can't see but keep steering
我看不太見，但我心無波瀾
Moving on, kicking out my past demons
動起來，幹翻過往的夢魘
And i'm not walking
現在我不再散步了
I'll be running from this torture
我會跑著逃離這一切苦難
I see the light
我看見了曙光
Do my best to move forward
我會盡力前行
Hook
Hook
Broke my heart, you tore it in two
我的心啊啊啊，你傷了我的心
So why am i still thinking of you ?
所以為什麼我還在想你？