Part of This

You only listen just to talk right back
No you never take it in
So frustrated but I cant reach out
Cause youre so focused on the win
Dont want to cut you off, cut you off , again
Cause lets face it in this world weve got
You dont get many real friends
Can you hear that?
The sound of you shouting again and again
Can you hear that?
Yeah I can, but I block it all out in my head
Its not a conversation, conversation anymore
And I dont really feel like part of this at all
Part of this at all, part of this at all
Part of this at all, part of this at all
Ill stop crying when youre in the room
Lets not acknowledge this whole mess
But I know that you can feel it too
Were just struggling to connect
Dont want to cut you off, cut you off, again
Cause when were laughing its the best Ive ever
Best Ive ever felt
Can you hear that?
The sound of you shouting again and again
Can you hear that?
Yeah I can, but I block it all out in my head
Its not a conversation, conversation anymore
And I dont really feel like part of this at all
Part of this at all, part of this at all
Part of this at all, part of this at all
Oh I overthink and Im indecisive as hell
But I always come to the same conclusion
Again and again and again
Dont wanna cut you off, cut you off my friend
I just wanna talk to you
Like it means something
Can you hear that?
The sound of you shouting again and again
Can you hear that?
Yeah I can, but I block it all out in my head
Its not a conversation, conversation anymore
And I dont really feel like part of this at all
Part of this at all, part of this at all
Part of this at all, part of this at all
No I dont really feel like part of this at all
Part of this at all