My Heart Wont STFU

Tu ne réponds pas, ah dis-moi pourquois
This aint au revoir, together voilà
I love you all the time
DØVES, DØVES, DØVES
I said I wasnt goin away, but then I came here
So clear is the reason that I belong here
I hold back cause everything is in peace now
Im at ease when everythings in its place here (leave her alone)
Instead of bein a part of the conversation
Who is that makin sounds at the gate at my house?
When Im here, Im only here for a weekend
Do you see the dichotomy in my days yet?
You go and dont let me in
Stay awake, so I hear you call, all this is wrapped in guilt
Because my eye is a vessel, I keep it open
But what I see got me thinkin I am a bad man
And if you wait for a second Ill be gone
Im alone and not alone in my bed
Ive got a girl that only pushes away
Eh, dis moi pourquoi
Eh, dis moi pourquoi
Eh, dis moi pourquoi
DØVES, DØVES
When you speak, everything you say is a secret
And Im deprived of sympathy, so I languish
You captivate with your soul and your body language
You move time when you speak in another language
Do what you want, Im never here to prevent you
Still, I scream and people come to surround you
I train on the heavy bag
And Im talkin to Lil Peep, all this is wrapped in guilt
My heart wont shut the **** up from wantin her so bad
I hold back, Im too afraid just to talk to her
I just leave her alone, and stare at my phone
Yeah, my heart, love