Agony

人聲：Red Air（張暉凱）xxchan（陳桐欣）
編曲:  Red Air (張暉凱）
混音：鄭兆麟，Red Air（張暉凱）
母帶：鄭兆麟
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Do you feel you walking in the darkness side
你是否覺得你行走在黑暗的那一邊
do you feel you live like  lonely guy
你是否覺得你活的很孤單
The life never show you any hope
生活沒有給你任何希望
Ain't nobody want to care what you feel
沒有人在乎你的感受
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The smiles is like mask you put on your face
你的笑就像面具一樣戴在臉上
all the friend believe you happy all the day
你所有的朋友都覺得你一天都是開開心心的
join in the party but you feel you  far away just like
參加著聚會卻覺得自己不屬於這裡
have  air wall between the you and them
就像有堵空氣做的牆隔著他們和你
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until
直到
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when you body feeling bad for the anytime
當你的身體感覺任何時候都不對勁了
when you feel the anythings you do maybe don't right
當你覺得你做的所有事情都是錯的
when you get to disappear but no one will come to  find
當你就算失踪了也沒有任何人來尋找時
then you try to find a easy way to the suicide
你開始嘗試找個簡單的方式結束自己的生命
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don't try to given up
別嘗試放棄
is no hard
這並不難
the mercy will show you up
那些美好的事總會降臨到你身上
light the dark
照亮黑暗
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when life is to break
當生命變的支離破碎
I can feel you what you pain
我可以感覺到你的痛苦
we want you to make up
你可以說任何你想說的話
you can say you want to say
因為我們想你振作起來
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we hope you feel better
我們希望你能感覺好點
don't put the world behind your hate
別把整個世界都拋到你的仇恨之後
holding your parents
抱緊你的父母吧
they love you more than what they say
他們對你的愛勝過他們所表達的
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so thanks you that you want to know
謝謝你想讓我明白這些
but please ， loosen your hand let me go
但是，請你鬆開你的手讓我走吧
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day by day that feeling never gone
每一天這種感覺都不能散去
I want tell the story you should know
我想我的故事你需要知道
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this story since to me 17 teen
這個故事是在我17歲的時候開始的
lost like prison try to lock me in
迷失的感覺像監獄一樣想把我困住
the pressure  from the love from the family
身上背著來自愛的壓力還有家庭的壓力
the world like hell but nobody can see
而且沒人看到這個世界像地獄一樣
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there have lot of people in the suffering
你看這裡有那麼多人正在受到折磨
there nobody to care no one want to think
這裡也沒有人在乎這些也沒有人願意去思考這些問題
there nobody try to fight or do something
沒有人願意為這些事抗爭或者做些什麼
happy like switch turning off would you help me
快樂就像開關它關閉了，你願意幫幫我嗎
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I  want to given up
我想要放棄了
life so hard
我在艱難的活著
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the scream never stop
而那些來自黑暗的尖叫
form the dark
卻從未停過
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my life is to break up
我的生命逐漸湮滅
there maybe no more pain
可能那個地方再也不會有痛苦了吧
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i don't wanna wake up
我並不想振作起來
put the needle to the vein
把針頭插進血管裡吧
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falling to  deeper
墜落的更深了
i feel the tears on my face
我能感覺到淚水在我臉上
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last word to my parents
想對父母說完最後一句話
i'm sorry for you pay
我對不起你們對我的付出
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so thanks that you let me know
感謝你讓我知道這些
is all the life is beautiful
那就是所有的生命都是美麗的
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if time can back to long ago
如果時間能倒流到那個時候
i won't loosen my hands  let you go
我再也不會放手讓你走