heavy

All I ever wanted was escape
From the devil at my throat
Helplessly imprisoned by the weight
From the lead in my bones
Double vision, melted windows
'Cause I'm runnin off the plane
And I'm into your arms
Yeah I use you like a crutch
Something I can lean on
I've been feeling so ashamed
Trying not to say
I need for you to take me in
'Cause I can't stop it
No, I can't stop
The adrenaline, and I'm caving in
I need you with me
'Cause I can't stop it
No, I can't stop
The adrenaline, and I'm caving in
I need you with me
Will you hold me with your body til I'm stable?
Let me sink into your skin
I hate to admit I'm incapable
And insufficient apparition
Barely breathing
Oh and everything is quiet
But the sound of my lungs
Echoing like sirens
I'm running from
Feeling so ashamed
Trying not to say
I need for you to take me in
'Cause I can' t stop it
No, I can't stop
The adrenaline, and I'm caving in
I need you with me
'Cause I can't stop it
No, I can't stop
The adrenaline, and I'm caving in
I need you with me
Do you see me as a burden?
Do you see me with regret?
I don 't mean to be a martyr
But I can't escape my head
And I've been scratching at the walls
Until my fingernails are dirty
I've been feeling so unworthy
Do you see me as a burden?
Do you see me with regret?
I don't mean to be a martyr
But I can't escape my head
And I've been scratching at the walls
Until my fingernails are dirty
I've been feeling so unworthy
'Cause I'mrunnin off the plane
And I'm into your arms
Yeah I use you like a crutch
Something I can lean on
I've been feeling so ashamed
Trying not to say
I need for you to take me in
'Cause I can't stop it
No, I can't stop
The adrenaline, and I'm caving in
I need you with me
'Cause I can't stop it
No, I can't stop
The adrenaline, and I'm caving in
I need you with me
'Cause I can' t stop it
No, I can't stop
The adrenaline, and I'm caving in
I need you with me