ghost

I tried it once before but I didn't get too far
我曾經嘗試過但這一切都是徒勞
I felt a lot of pain but it didn't stop my heart
我飽經痛過苦如今我卻仍心跳不息
And all I really wanted was someone to give a little ****
我實在很想有人能來給我一點回應
But I waited there forever and nobody even looked up
可我在此駐足等待卻始終無人問津

我曾經嘗試過但我想我可能將一切都搞砸
I tried it once before and I think I might 've messed up
我與自己的脈搏博弈但我猜我可能血還沒流夠
I struggled with the veins and I guess I didn't bleed enough
可能我還尚留餘息因為我真的不想死去
But maybe I'm alive 'cause I didn't really wanna die
但我生命乏善可陳沒有任何特別可言
But nothing very special ever happens in my life
所以請把刀片放到我碰不到的地方

我是個怪人我恐懼不已
Take the blade away from me
所有的血液都在分崩離析
I am a freak , I am afraid that
這痛苦無休無止我被其纏繞無法脫身
All the blood escaping me
那些照顧我的人
Won't end the pain, and I'l be haunting
當我死後化為白色幽靈
All the lives that cared for me
那才是我注定成為的角色
I died to be the white ghost
我曾嘗試過而這次我受到重創
Of the man that I was meant to be
我重新考量我的朋友和我令人失望的模樣

我應該像個好孩子一樣對我媽說一聲'我愛你'，
I tried it like before and this time I made a deep cut
而這生活滿目瘡痍我已經準備好重來一次
I thought about my friends and the way I didn't give enough
所以請把刀片放到我碰不到的地方
And I should've told my mother 'mom, I love you' like a good son
我是個怪人我恐懼不已
But this life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one
所有的血液都在分崩離析

這痛苦無休無止我被其纏繞無法脫身
Take the blade away from me
那些照顧我的人
I am a freak, I am afraid that
當我死後化為白色幽靈
All the blood escaping me
那才是我注定成為的角色
Won't end the pain, and I'l be haunting
我曾嘗試過但我想我可能這次熄火了
All the lives that cared for me
留一份遺囑但我沒有什麼好眷顧的
I died to be the white ghost
我的血沁滿全身我站起來就會頭昏腦漲
Of the man that I was meant to be, yeah
斷絕一切說來輕巧但是世上卻沒有後悔藥

所以請把刀片放到我碰不到的地方
I tried it once again and I think I might black out
我是個怪人我恐懼不已
I should've left a letter but I had nothing to write about
所有的血液都在分崩離析
My blood is all around me, I get dizzy if I stand up
這痛苦無休無止我被其纏繞無法脫身
The cutting part was easy but regretting it is so ******
那些照顧我的人

當我死後化為白色幽靈
Take the blade away from me
那才是我注定成為的角色
I am a freak, I am afraid that
我曾嘗試過但我想我可能過火了
All the blood escaping me
那才是我安排妥當的結局
Won't end the pain, and I'l be haunting
我將傷口再割深一點這壓力直接將我心跳熄滅
All the lives that cared for me
那才是我注定成為的角色
I died to be the white ghost
我沒法告訴我媽我愛她我是個不孝子
Of the man that I was meant to be
而這生活滿目瘡痍我已經準備好重來一次。
I tried it once again and I think I went too far
(The man that I was meant to be)
I cut a little deeper and the pressure stopped my heart
(The man that I was meant to be)
I couldn't tell my mother that I love her, I'm a bad son
This life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one