I'm dying but I understand

Here I am again

Thinking of you

Softly in the back of my mind
But oftentimes
I can't shake you off me
Parasite know too harsh
You're the love of my life

Say goodnight turn off the lights
And leave me to sleep

Have I not done enough good deeds
Haven't I helped you see

You're more than your sadness allows you to be

Sweet release

Sweet release

I made you wait

I said you could go
But I knew you'd stay
Am I selfish wait
Please don't say the point is that
I've changed I've changed

Don't you want me

I'm sorry I'm sorry

I'm sorry

I'm sorry I'm sorry

I'm sorry

But you got a man

I heard it's new
But it's still true
That you got a man

And clearly he isn't me
So what am I missing goddamn

Did I miss you by
A couple months
Or a couple of years

Either way now I 'm here

But it's too late

I've sat you down
With tears on my face
And you looked away

You held me close
And I heard you say
That right now you can't

You need to give new love a chance

Girl I'm dying but I understand

I'm dying but I understand