Who Am I Kidding?

Guess I'll put you in the past tense
Rather than keep you in the present
Cause I've got nothing left to give you
And it's slowly killing me

I'll start by throwing out your sweaters
Like the one you wore when I met you
Like I'm ever gon' forget you
You're the scar that never healed

And I keep saying to myself that I can take it
But I can feel my heart is slowly gonna break
And I left our favourite pictures on the pavement
But I know I'm gonna go back out in the pouring rain

But who am I kidding? (Aye)
Who am I, who am I, who am I kidding? (Aye)
Who am I, who am I
To try and man it up to push 'em down
All of these feelings like it's easy trying to cut you out
But who am I kidding? (Aye)
Who am I kidding?

All my friends telling me I'm okay
Just gotta sleep on it and forget
But I can't chill in my apartment
You're the ghost that never leaves

You always said that I could handle things
If they ever got too unraveled, yeah
But now I'm feeling so unstable
And I'm questioning everything

And I keep saying to myself that I can take it
But I can feel my heart is slowly gonna break
And I left our favourite pictures on the pavement
But I know I'm gonna go back out in the pouring rain

But who am I kidding? (Aye)
Who am I, who am I, who am I kidding? (Aye)
Who am I, who am I
To try and man it up and to push 'em down
All of these feelings like it's easy trying to cut you out
But who am I kidding? (Aye)
Who am I kidding?

Oh, yeah
Who am I kidding?
Ooh
Who am I kidding? (am I, am I)
Who am I kidding? (am I, am I)

Who am I kidding?
Who am I, who am I, who am I
Who am I kidding?
Who am I, who am I, who am I