The Life of a Pirate

The Life of a Pirate -Cady Groves
Its not easy to be this complicated
Cause I lose my way I change my mind
And Im more recently jaded
Or Ill be indecisive and always end up choosing
The wrong thing
But I can guarantee youll never hear me say
That all I wants a home a family a porch swing
Cause I wanna be a pirate
Thats one thing Ive decided
Its the only thing that could ever intrigue me
Theres no start or end in sight and
I guess Ill have to try it
Worse case Ill get swallowed by the deep blue sea
Theres no more tryin to fight it
The pain Ill leave behind me
The sweet imperfections of a hot mess so this girl
And I believe in miracles
But theres no way that Ill
Ever fit in
Its use the modern way of livin
Its just not me
Work a 9to 5live in complacency
And I gave it my all I tried really I swear
For a girl on her own
But after over analyzin everything there
Is here
Its time for my ship and fresh air
Cause I wanna be a pirate
Thats one thing Ive decided
Its the only thing that could ever intrigue me
Theres no start or end in sight and
I guess Ill have to try it
Worse case-Ill get swallowed by the deep blue sea
Theres no more tryin to fight it
The pain Ill leave behind me
The sweet imperfections of a hot mess so this girl
And if I know me
A large big know me all
Ill try to bargain with myself
Ill tellmyself its really not that bad know
And Ill try to stick it out
A little longer in society never killed no one
But I can tell you its a guarantee that Its all
Always run
Away from every problem or severed relationship
Cause thats who I am
I wanna be a pirate cause they get to be
Whoever they want on the deep blue sea
Here I come