Ethanol

I don't need your gasoline
I don't need your Adderall
What I say is what I mean
“Don't need it” because I'm clean
I already have it all
Wake up
****ed up
**** off
Shut up
Write it down, write it up, ride it up a wall
Like a waterfall, falling like a cannonball
Slow it up, turn it down 'til I'm in a stall
Still bored? Still bad? Fill 'er up with ethanol
Maybe you know what I need?
Spell it “phenobarbital”
Need it more than nicotine
Trauma coded like a gene -
Kinda broken after all
Wake up
****ed up
**** off
Shut up
Write it down, write it up, ride it up a wall
Like a waterfall, falling like a cannonball
Slow it up, turn it down 'til I'm in a stall
Still bored? Still bad? Fill 'er up with ethanol