bad idea
寫於2019-7-31
bad idea I fall in love with u. 愛上你是一個壞主意
you are just so cold you not that cute. 你是如此冰冷一點也不可愛
as you seems like不像你看上去那樣可愛
I dont know why I was so into u. 不知道為何我當時對你如此痴迷
I guess I must be stupid我一定是太蠢了
or I just changed. 或者我已經變了
life aint the same since I broke up with u和你分手後事情很大改觀
I think a lot我想了很多
now I really find nobody to trust. 如今發現無人可以信任
wont rush to love once your hurt is so much一旦你受了傷害你就不會再倉促去愛
you heard聽到我的話了嗎
I always put you first when it comes to decision. 當要決定時我總是把你放在第一位
but girl your indifference really blurred my vision 但是你的冷漠確實混淆了我的視線
pay attention to what imma say and right now you listen現在給我聽好了
what can I do if you walk in my shoes. 如果你是我你會怎麼做
I never lied to u all I shared is truth. 我從來沒有撒謊過一直在說事實
wanna build a bridge between me and u until I found it was useless. 一直想搭一座橋即使無濟於事
oh shit I should play my cool我應該酷一點
so hard to realize I was totally fooled during the process. 要承認自己被愚弄真的是一件很難的事情
my head was a mess. 我的大腦亂成一鍋粥
but I still have a special feeling bout u this I must confess. 但還是得坦白我依然對你有一種特殊的感情
shame on me. 太可惜了
Im my own worst enemy. 我是我自己最大的敵人
this relationship sucks out my energy. 這段關係讓我精疲力盡
only being single Ill be able to embrace a better me只有回歸單身我才能成為更好的自己
no doubt I want a new love當然我也想一段新的戀情
I want a new girl. 我也想要人陪我
I want to see her dressing in my new shirt我也想看著她穿著我的衣服
but now Im lying in bed. 但現在我躺在床上
wish the years to erase these memories in my head希望歲月將我的回憶帶去
I got regret我也後悔過
but life always puts you into a position to say farewell to the people who you really care但人生總是會讓你陷入困難的境地
and its a bad idea這是個壞主意
bad idea