Gerald

You know?
你知道嗎
Yeah

Am I still the Gerald that I been from the beginning?
我是否不忘初心猶如初見
Ask ten people, youll get ten different opinions
每個人都有他自己的觀點
Should I be rappin, should I be singin?
我是該繼續堅持說唱，還是改行去玩旋律
Should he be losin , should he be winnin?
我是命中註定會失敗，亦或成功正在等待
Should he keep pitchin still in the ninth inning?
已經九局下半是否還要繼續努力
Keep dissin, thats just addin fuel to my engine
你們的詆毀只會成為我前進的動力
Is he still the Gerald that he been from the beginning?
他是否為了鈔票選擇放棄自己
Ask ten people, youll get ten different opinions (Yeah, uh, for real)
所有人都會給到你不同的見地

Somebody in my life was a best friend to mе
有些人曾經對我來說就像兄弟
Been a minute since my guy sent a tеxt to me
不久之前他給我發了那條消息
It really say something, think hes judging me
字字誅心，我感到如履薄冰
Feel ten miles apart when youre standing next to me
你明明就在身邊，但感覺卻遙不可及
Lifestyles change, people grow apart
人生瞬息萬變，朋友也分道揚鑣
Wont happen overnight, this shit had the slowest start
改變非一朝一夕，最初並不引人注意
Different shit matters when you open up your heart
他們恩將仇報，當你對人真心相待
Addiction to celebrity could choke you from the start
如果急功近利，那你注定迎來失敗
Crazier than heroin, yeah, this shit hooks you
比毒藥還要致命，名利令你欲罷不能
My uncle died of that, my dad told me, thats a good dude
叔叔為此付出生命，父親說他是個好人
Never met him, only heard stories where it took you
未曾謀面，對你的了解僅限於聽說
And Im just tryna live up to what they think that I should do
而我只是按部就班聽從他們的想法去活
Cause hes got potential, hes that precious
他原本前途無量，他的才能舉世無雙
Hes that special, he could be Elvis
他是如此獨一無二，他本可比肩貓王
He should be the biggest, he should put his career first
他有希望成為巨星，他應以事業為重
But no one ever told me, I should go and put me first, yeah
但從未有人告訴我，應該堅持自我

Am I still the Gerald that I been from the beginning?
我是否不忘初心猶如初見
Ask ten people, youll get ten different opinions
每個人都有他自己的觀點
Should I be rappin, should I be singin?
我是該繼續堅持說唱，還是改行去玩旋律
Should he be losin, should he be winnin?
我是命中註定會失敗，亦或成功正在等待
Should he keep pitchin still in the ninth inning?
已經九局下半是否還要繼續努力
Keep dissin, thats just addin fuel to my engine
你們的詆毀只會成為我前進的動力
Is he still the Gerald that he been from the beginning?
他是否為了鈔票選擇放棄自己
Ask ten people, youll get ten different opinions (Yeah, for real)
所有人都會給到你不同的見地

How could he feel lonely when hes always surrounded?
他是人群的焦點，怎麼可能會寂寞
How could he not indulge when hes always around it?
他身旁美女環繞，怎麼可能不墮落
How come he does drugs, could he still do it without it?
他總是藥不離手，似乎早已江郎才盡
How could he fly the highest, somehow still staying grounded?
他早已登上雲霄，絕無可能腳踏實地
Some days I really feel like, I couldve run for president
有時我意氣風發感覺像是坎爺
Some days I wanna be a self-destructive degenerate
有時我跌落谷底想要自我毀滅
Getting high, wasting my time, Im not regretting it
陷入幻覺，揮霍時間，只因我喜歡
People talking bout what I should be doin instead of it
人們議論紛紛發表高見試圖指點江山
But this is my life, at night, I go to bed with it
但這是我的人生，深夜入夢，唯有它作伴
Got some real demons, cant seem to cut off the head of it
邪念在內心滋生，太過頑固無法斬斷
Pay for my decisions, feel like I just lost a bet with it
為自己的衝動買單，但心裡卻不以為然
Maybe my success has been going straight to my head a bit
感覺成功來得太快大腦被自負所充滿
Maybe I been listening too much
或許我已經聽命於人太久
Maybe I been drinking all the Kool-Aid and fruit punch
或許我已經醉生夢死太久
Maybe I got it, just stop tryna find help
或許我已經明白，不再依賴別人
Stop lookin outside, and look for it in myself (For real )
不在這世間尋找意義，轉而聆聽心聲

Am I still the Gerald that I been from the beginning?
我是否不忘初心猶如初見
Ask ten people, youll get ten different opinions
每個人都有他自己的觀點
Should I be rappin, should I be singin?
我是該繼續堅持說唱，還是改行去玩旋律
Should he be losin, should he be winnin?
我是命中註定會失敗，亦或成功正在等待
Should he keep pitchin still in the ninth inning?
已經九局下半是否還要繼續努力
Keep dissin, thats just addin fuel to my engine
你們的詆毀只會成為我前進的動力
Is he still the Gerald that he been from the beginning?
他是否為了鈔票選擇放棄自己
Ask ten people, youll get ten different opinions (Im me, for real)
所有人都會給到你不同的見地

Rinse, wash, repeat, learn through repetition
持之以恆地磨洗，日復一日地練習
Deliver platinum albums, you take it as a given?
發佈白金專輯，你以為有那麼容易？
Songs dont write themselves, how you think theyre getting written?
歌不是變出來的，你以為是誰寫的？
Wanna judge me? Then come trade me my position
想來對我指指點點，先來過下我的人生
Everyone is talkin, everyones reactin
如今的言論也太過自由，是人都能過來指導幾句
Take it all for granted, think these things just happen
來者不拒從來都不問理由，覺得這些都不過是天經地義
Every stop, hoppin off and on the bandwagon
潮漲潮落，有人追逐潮流也有人悄然離去
Hate the way Im living, criticize my actions
嫉妒我的生活，批判我的行徑
Bought moms a house and the town was hella proud of it
給媽媽買了棟房子，成為小鎮的驕傲
Booked the next day, I did some shit you got a problem with
預定明天的行程，你做不到的我都可以做到
Almost ****ed up a deal, was high, and I was out of it
意識不清讓自己身陷困境，我也能金蟬脫殼
On a conference call on mushrooms, my words slurred a bit
談著生意時我卻口齒不清，我剛用了些猛藥
Mind myself, who I am, all the shit I done
曾經自我懷疑，後悔自己做過太多錯事
Right now, Im top two selling rappers where Im from
現在功成名就，用說唱代表自己的城市
And I aint number two, that only leaves one
我不會屈居第二，一山不容二虎
I go out the biggest ****in artist when Im done, for real
當我離去，會以最知名的藝術家之名被人記住，絕無虛言

Is he still the Gerald that he been from the beginning? (Been from the beginning, been from the beginning)
他是否為了鈔票選擇放棄自己
Ask ten people, youll get ten different opinions (Ten different opinions, ten, ten different opinions)
所有人都會給到你不同的見地
Is he still the Gerald that he been from the beginning? (Been from the beginning , been from the beginning)
他是否還在堅持自己的夢想
Is he still the Gerald that he been from the beginning? (I go out the biggest ****ing artist when Im done, for real )
他是否還記得最開始的模樣

Haha
哈哈
Your side (These Things Happen Too)
你的決定
Tell me youll love me for a million years
告訴我你會愛我直到天荒地老
Then if it dont work out
如果不能的話
Then you can tell me goodbye
那我們就在此分別