A single second

Oh my God, my
God this can't be happening
God tell me, tell me this isn't real
I can't believe all that
I have foreseen is finally happening
I cannot for a single second stand the way
I feelI always knew,
I always saw it coming
Enveloped now, encased by my worst fear
I've never felt the nausea of longing to feel nothing
I never wanted to cease to exist,just disappear
Fear memories are all that lie ahead
Never have
I felt so lost
Fear tragedy is all that lies ahead
Never have
I felt so dead
Once felt so warm now
I'm ******* freezing
I am the once embraced abandoned one
I raised my eyes up to the light in hopes of finding healing
No relief was mine,
I was burnt by the sun
Fear memories are all that lie ahead
Never have
I felt so lost
Fear tragedy is all that lies ahead
Never have
I felt so dead
I feel soI feel so lost
I feel so lost
I feel so lost
Fear memories are all that lie ahead
Never have
I felt so lost
Fear tragedy is all that lies ahead
Never have
I felt so dead
Fear memories are all that lie ahead
Never have
I felt so lost
Fear tragedy is all that lies ahead
Never have
I felt so