I haven't been myself lately
最近失魂落魄
I don't blame you for not wanting to stay
也不責備你的離去
Saying things that I don't mean，not meaning what I say
說著詞不達意的胡言亂語
When it's good, it's so good
順利時一帆風順
When it's bad, it's so bad
潦倒時禍不單行
“Maybe I really have gone mad?”
「或許我已陷入瘋狂」
What am I supposed to say
我應該說些什麼
When I end up driving everyone away?
我何時才能逼迫身邊的人因我離去
因為我烈火焚身
Cause I am on fire
我是在火焰中涕淚橫流的騙子
A crying burning liar
視線中沒有他人的身影
Seeing nothing ,nothing,but myself
而我就是那個點火的人
And I'm the one with the lighter
每一寸身體都燒成焦灰
Every inch of me is charred
我的心到底怎麼了
God, what happened to my heart
我將要四分五裂了
I'm about to fall apart
再一次地
Again again
你再也不會回頭
And you're never coming back
可我不能忍受
And I'm not okay with that
我不應該讓自己有被觸碰的機會
And I shouldn't never let myself get attached
再一次地
Again again…
木已成舟
我卻停滯不前
What's done is done , and nothing's gonna change
每日都是一場自我壓抑的戰爭
I should be moving on ,but I still feel the same
而當你將我忘卻
And it like everyday is a fight for my life to get some self-control
讓我覺得……我已是個過客
And when you've forgotten who I am
我放縱自己摔落地面
It just feels, it just feels……I'm nobody at all
我無聲地吶喊
我早應該知道這無法逃脫辱虐的循壞
I lost myself hitting the ground
辱虐的循壞
I tired to scream and made no sound
因為我烈火焚身
I should have known it was no use to try and run from the cycle of abuse
我是在火焰中涕淚橫流的騙子
The cycle of abuse
視線中沒有他人的身影
而我就是那個點火的人
I am on fire
身體的每一寸都燒成焦灰
A crying burning liar
我的心到底怎麼了
Seeing nothing ,nothing,but myself
我將要四分五裂
And I'm the one with the lighter
再一次地
Every inch of me is charred
你不會再回頭
God, what happened to my heart
可我不能忍受
I'm about to fall apart
我不該讓自己有被觸碰的機會
Again again
身體的每一寸都燒成焦灰
And you're never coming back
我的心到底怎麼了
And I'm not okay with that
我將要四分五裂
And I shouldn 't never let myself get attached
再一次地
你不會再回頭
Every inch of me is charred
可我不能忍受
God, what happened to my heart
我不該讓自己有被觸碰的機會
I'm about to fall apart
再一次地
Again again
And you're never coming back
And I 'm not okay with that
And I shouldn't never let myself get attached
Again again
Again