heaven

The truth runs wild
現實，向來不懂迎合人意
Like a tear down a cheek
如同淚滴滾落臉頰，無法控制
Trying to save face and daddy heart break
我試圖挽回顏面，可父親早已心碎
Im lying through my teeth
我嘴巴一張一合，卻句句謊言
This voice inside
心聲縈繞
Has been eating at me
一點點吧我吞噬
Trying to replace the love that I fake
努力把我偽造的
With what we both need
你我必不可缺的愛通通換掉
The truth runs wild
現實，向來不懂迎合人意
Like kids on concrete
就像孩童向來貪玩，不肯聽話
Trying to sedate my mind in its cage
我試圖冷靜，靈魂卻禁錮籠中
And numb what I see
只剩下麻木
Awake wide eyed
醒醒吧，天真的我
Im screaming at me
我對自己大聲吶喊
Trying to keep faith and picture his face
盡力守護初心，把他凝視我時那張面孔
Staring up at me
繪入心中
Without losing a piece of me
沒有失去部分自我
How do I get to heaven
何以奔赴天堂？
Without changing a part of me
沒有改掉部分取向
How do I get to heaven
何以奔赴天堂？
All my time is wasted
我的時間，都被荒廢
Feeling like my hearts mistaken oh
彷彿我追隨本心也是罪過
So if Im losing a piece of me
所以，倘若我已失心
Maybe I dont want heaven
或許我也無能造訪天堂
The truth runs wild
現實，向來不懂得迎合人意
Like the rain to the sea
如同雨滴終歸如海，再無去處
Trying to set straight the lines that I trace
我努力把往後要走的路都規劃整齊
To find some release
只為尋求解脫
This voice inside
心聲縈繞
Has been eating at me
一點點把我吞噬
Trying to embrace the picture I paint
努力懷抱我所繪的光景
And color me free
讓色彩繽紛給予我解脫
Without losing a piece of me
沒有失掉部分自我
How do I get to heaven
我何以奔赴天堂？
Without changing a part of me
沒有改掉部分取向
How do I get to heaven
我何以奔赴天堂？
All my time is wasted
我的時間，都被荒廢
Feeling like my hearts mistaken oh
彷彿我追隨本心也是罪過
So if Im losing a piece of me
所，倘若我已失去自我
Maybe I dont want heaven
或許我也無能造訪天堂
So Im counting to fifteen
所以我數著歲數
Counting to fifteen counting to fifteen
等到十五歲，等到十五歲
So Im counting to fifteen
所以我數著歲數
Counting to fifteen counting to fifteen
等到十五歲，等到十五歲
So Im counting to fifteen
所以我數著歲數
Counting to fifteen counting to fifteen
等到十五歲，等到十五歲
So Im counting to fifteen
所以我數著歲數
Counting to fifteen counting to fifteen
等到十五歲，等到十五歲
Without losing a piece of me
沒有失掉部分自我
How do I get to heaven
何以奔赴天堂？
Without changing a part of me
沒有改掉部分取向
How do I get to heaven
我何以奔赴天堂？
All my time is wasted
我的時間，都被荒廢
Feeling like my hearts mistaken oh
彷彿追隨我的本心也是罪過
So if Im losing a piece of me
所以，倘若我已失去自我
Maybe I dont want heaven
或許我也無能造訪天堂
The truth runs wild
現實，向來不懂迎合人意
Like a tear down a cheek
如同淚滴滾落臉頰，無法控制