Roses

It's been a while since we chopped it up
And lately I've thinking we ain't talk enough
I hope you know it hurts me, I'm hoping that you heard me
When I left you that message my feelings piling up
You should know that I been dreaming of a different life
You and I, thinking of the days you was down ride
Catch a vibe, long as I'm alive you will never die
When in doubt, never tuck your feelings, nigga, let 'em fly
You had to leave us and I understand
Moving on to better things, I'm feeling jealous, damn
You were always overzealous, but a solid friend
You never folded under pressure, was the coolest, fam
(Damn) Now I'm praying that I see you during another time
No need to worry, I promise everybody is fine
Next time I'm talking to God, I'ma give you a call
I'ma take it in stride, I'll see you on the other side
I'll see you on the other side
I'ma give you this rose, hoping it shows
You're never forgotten, I want you to know
I'll see you on the other side
You can hear the angels singing
Or maybe that's Aailyah
Damn I think I'm Martin Luther Kingin'
Dreaming of Bells ringing, maybe I'll see my granny
Maybe play ball with Sean, his mom would understand it
Speak to my unborns, convince 'em that I love 'em
And hope to catch the moment and send it back to they mother
See the looks on their faces, Ayden and Carter both
Don't know how far I'll go in this rap, I'll probably choke
Fear of leaving too early, fear that it might control me
Fear that fear might consume me, or fear I' m no longer worthy
**** all the picture posting, rather picture my homies
Rather picture my pops, remember that he would hold me
Sing to me 'Living Comfortable,' dreaming of living comfortable
I was father searching and had one standing in front of me
Now got tears running off shoulder and now I'm hating that I
Ain't learn to cherish you, so, I'll see you on the other side
Yeah , I'll see you on the other side
I'ma give you this rose, hoping it shows
You're never forgotten, I want you to know
I'll see you on the other side
I'll see you on the other side