idk where my mind is

Sit back on me
I been losing it, just see
I dont wanna ****ing leave
But, a part of me cant breathe
Sit back on me
My anxiety cant feed
Of my energy Im weak
I aint really got no luck
With problems that I overcome
I been lacking serotonin
Its my fault, yeah, Im so dumb
Yeah, Im so dumb
And ****ing useless, Im a freak
And nothing I can do about it
Anyways, I seek attention from these lowlife losers
Wish Id ****ing speak louder
So that people heard my voice in my defeat
I aint really got no luck
With problems that I overcome
I been lacking serotonin
Its my fault, yeah, Im so dumb
Yeah, Im so dumb
And I go far far back
When lifе was nicer, tho
Im so helpless, yеah, I know
Music makes me wanna grow