September 24, 1999

A relaxed state of worry.
Predicted fate seems constructed.
And by the car tremors were lightly shaded
While the radiators overheating.
So then when I remove the cap,
Do I speak , where do I stand?
For now our judge my fear just serve as tension
For hers is so far from home.
Germinating seed from the positive
Germinating deep inside my heart.
And it will gnaw through the negatives
As it grows on
Cause I wont fall away from this.
Nothing you say will make me twist.
I wont fall away from this.
Nothing you say will make me twist.
Black clouds seem thick
When they cover all your stars.
Therell be days when you will sit.
Youll let them swallow your spark.
But the fear is in the wind
Without choice in the dark.
And then again theres ice cream
And so much hype, and so much talk.
With human beings comes so much hate and violence
But you can always seek love and support.
And I keep hoping, frustrated,
For my gift to be served.
And my foolish insecurity
Ignores the guidance from those clear and in touch.
Look theres belief from the feeders
And true belief from some who love.
And now its growing inside the one sent to me
By her heart.
Cause I wont fall away from this .
Nothing you say will make me twist.
And I wont fall away from this.
Nothing you say will make me twist.
So Ill take the test presented
And I will force it back inside its home.
Cause my heart will win
Always