Better Kind of Bitter

So casually keep diving into concrete
So bittersweet
Keep losing sleep while driving in the backseat
What's left of me?
Drowning in what feels just like an ocean
Negativity is getting closer
Hard to keep the heat when it gets colder
You know
Sometimes everything just gets hard
Sometimes everything just gets harder
Feeling like I'm missing some parts
Days just keep on getting much darker
But even when I'm down in the low
I remember what you were saying
Sometimes all you need is a spark
And maybe just a better kind of bitter
Bitter
Lose gravity, I'm swimming in the quicksand
Up to my knees
Keep losing sleep, a manic dream at midnight
So hard to please
Drowning in what feels just like an ocean
Negativity is getting closer
Hard to keep the heat when it gets colder
You know
Sometimes everything just gets hard
Sometimes everything just gets harder
Feeling like I'm missing some parts
Days just keep on getting much darker
But even when I'm down in the low
I remember what you were saying
Sometimes all you need is a spark
And maybe just a better kind of bitter
Bitter
Bitter, Bitter, Bitter
Oh
Thinking about the stuff we planned
How I rather do that instead
I keep screaming out loud from the top of my lungs
Baby woo
Thinking about the stuff we planned
How I rather do that instead
I keep screaming out loud from the top of my lungs
Baby woo
Thinking about the stuff we planned
How I rather do that instead
I keep screaming out loud from the top of my lungs
Baby woo
Thinking about the stuff we planned
How I rather do that instead
I keep screaming out loud from the top of my lungs baby