Ruby red (album version)

I've got a ruby red desire
Like a virus like my last hope
I've got a ruby red desire
I've got to hear the red bird sing
I've got to rip this cord
And rinse this lazy blood
Clear a path and walk away
I've been waiting for the sky to fall
I've been thinkin I could lose it all
I 've been waiting for the saftey net
Tell myself that I'm not ready yet
And every memory's a dream
And every uncertainty reminds me why
I saw a kid outside playing by a moonogate
making paper things that fly
I've been waiting for the sky to fall
I've been thinkin I could lose it all
I've been waiting for the saftey net
Tell myself that I'm not ready yet
I want to live
I want to live
I want to live