How It Is

I should be the one that you choose
我本該是你的唯一選擇
But I'm in a different mood
但時遷境過，此刻又是一番不同的心情
I'm rolling around breaking move
我四處徘徊，想尋求刺激突破口
These snakes on my head like medusa
蛇盤繞在脖頸，像美杜莎
Dammit I thought that I knew ya
去他的，我本以為自己知曉你的秉性
But you was just showing me cool love
你卻給予我殘缺的愛
So I hesitate with the new love
因此我面對新歡，猶豫不決
Cos I'm just afraid I could lose it all
因為我害怕就此失去所有
I could do a million good
我會為你傾盡一切美好之物
Things you'll only see me when I fall damn
你卻只看到了我的沉淪墮落
But that's just how it is
但事已至此
That's just how we live
這就是我們生活的樣子
They might shut me down
有時狠狠拍擊在地
Might give me a kiss
時而給我一個安慰的吻
And you know it feels some type of way
你知道問題總會被解決
Cos you know my heart gonn' break
因為你知道我的心已經破碎不堪
And it feel some type of cold
陣陣寒意侵襲而來
When you are out here on your own
在你孑然離開之時
Yeahhhhh yeah
But that's just how it is
但事已至此
That's just how we live
這就是我們生活的方式
Sometimes I think everyone judging me
有時我感覺人人在對我進行審判
Sometimes I think everyone loving me
有時我感覺每個人都對我表達愛意
Sometimes I think everything bugging me
有時又覺得一切都在試圖干擾
Sometimes I think nobody **** with me
又認為無人會理會我的空虛
Is you ******* with me
你是認真的嗎
Just to **** with me
還是只想放蕩
Why you hit me up all this
為何你突如其來
This suddenly
像行星撞地球般
Asking me **** like wassup with me
問一堆沒用的廢話，好像你真的在意
So you could say you keep in touch with me
這樣你就能和我保持聯繫了
Damn thats just how it is
去他的，這就是生活
I don't want no friends
我不想要朋友
I just wants a benz
只想要奔馳跑車
Haters on my cars watch
黑子盯著我的車
Blowing names off
一陣風吹過
Now they're blowing in the wind
他們便化為烏有
Just remind me all the way back there
這讓我想到了過去的日子
Said I'll never make my way back there
我曾說，我絕不會回到過去
It was hell j all the way back there
不要再跳進火坑
Hell j all the way back there
墮入無盡深淵
I could do a million good things
我願意為你傾盡美好的所有
You'll only see me when I fall
你卻只看著我，沉迷墮落
Damn
去他的
But that's just how it is
但事已至此
That's just how we live
這就是我們生活的方式
They might shut me down
生活會將我打倒在地
Might give me a kiss
也可能給我一個安慰的吻
And you know it feels some type of way
你知道，事情總會塵埃落定
Cos you know my heart gonn' break
因為你知道我的心已經支離破碎
And it feel some type of cold
寒意陣陣襲來
When you are out here on your own
當你孑然離開
Yeahhhhh yeah
But that's just how it is
生活啊
That's just how we live
這就是我們所擁有的生活