dear my friend

We shouldn't have done that
Shouldn't have spat all out like that
Should have bitten the bullet
Should have borne and forborne till the last
Cause that is a friend
Why we had done that
Was it our only option
holding our cell phone
Should our veins were bulging out of our throat
Sometimes I wonder
how much was the real you
Why you smiled so brightly at that time
embraced all my darkness
Then now
why you wanna take me to your memories
that I can't even remember
Why you keep set the seal on me
saying the light inside of me
that is just a temporary rainbow
Temporary
Temporary
Temporary
Temporary
Rainbow
Rainbow
Rainbow
When you touched that part
I went pop
And for the first time
I rummaged everything inside you and burst yes
Too many thorns we had or maybe
Why there are so many things we don't like
Deeply flushed face, tears, sobs, silence
When we hung up this phone
Maybe the time we worried about
has already come closer to us
But if you leave
I don't know who to trust anymore
I'm scared
I'm scared we'll drape thick clothes
Lest get rained on
Lest be caught in a thorn
Caught in a thorn
Temporary
Temporary
Temporary
Temporary
Rainbow
Rainbow
Rainbow
Temporary
Temporary
Temporary
Temporary