C load "Q" (bonus track)

Its still going
The fires are reflecting off the oceans
Burning the beachheads
Turning grains into glass shards
Showering the homes in embers and pieces
What it means?
Ill never really know
Only thing that is apparent is I have no real control
And I still attempt to never be unkind
Glory in a double negative
When I can find the time, yeah
Such a big fall
Burned off like a blank seed
Youre contained, but you retain these hollowed out souls
Tonal with our blast beats
Reject the hive mine and youve befriended me
What it means?
Ill never really know
Only thing that is apparent is I have no real control
And I wouldnt care to fall this far behind
If I only knew I had a choice of how it was defined, yeah
Every chance you take
Makes it feel like a little more is giving way
A sea of pain and grief surrounds us and no one can stand clear
And everybodys going to end up here
We try to sleep
Our thoughts are calloused
Ground against our fears
We pound our heads
Our hands around our ears
Ripping heads off of landmarks
Logos over inked hearts
Revoking visas
Its amazing, the mindset
Knowing being forthright is bad for your business
Id be the first one to believe that I judge from the heart
Over whats right before me
Its such a knee-jerk dangerous reaction to reject yourself
Deny your evolution
I can see them burning now
Charring faces
Melting hard
Cant forget about it and why should we?
Juststay awake and never sleep
Just stay numb around it, atrophied,
Just cause youre hurt dont make you bleed
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Such a futile gauge
Theres no temp fix for now
A sea of pain and grief surrounds us and no one can stand clear
And everybodys going to end up here
We try to sleep
Our thoughts are calloused
Ground against our fears
We pound our heads
Our hands around our ears