long way down

I don't hear the church bells ring
我沒有聽見那遠方教堂的鐘聲
Or the choir when they sing
亦或是他們所吟唱的聖歌
The black of the night
長夜漫漫
Like the back of the knife in my hands
像極了那握在我手中的刀柄

回到那老城轉轉
Walking round the same old town
我想我只能獨自一人走過這漫漫前路
I guess I took the long way round
之前一想到你輕觸她的肌膚
The thought of you touching her skin
我便無法理解
And I don't understand
但現在我卻明白了我對你愛之深沉

我所有撒過的謊言在此刻彷彿都回到了我身邊
Then I realize that I need you now
但當我遍體鱗傷時我卻無法治愈自己
And all my lies come back around
我無法相信此刻的我正在離開
But I can't heal when I'm bleeding
然後我猛然發覺這便是我要獨自走過的漫漫長路
I can't believe that I'm leaving
直通地面
And I realize that it's a long way down
我刻意的去迴避你的目光
To the ground
讓你真摯的愛去治愈我

紛亂的思緒充斥了我的腦海
I didn't let you see me
滿滿的羞恥讓我從此獨自一人
Let your good love heal me
我以最純淨之心去愛你
The thoughts in my head
我心中的惡魔卻把我拽向那黑暗的深淵
Full of shame and they kept me alone
現在我已經失去了你

那唯一可以稱作港灣的地方
I loved you with my purest heart
幡然醒悟我現在最需要的就是你
My demons caught me in the dark
我所有撒過的謊言在此刻彷彿都回到了我身邊
And now I've lost you
但當我遍體鱗傷時我卻無法治愈自己
The only place that was home
我無法相信此刻的我正在離開

然後我猛然發覺這便是我要獨自走過的漫漫長路
Then I realize that I need you now
直通地面
And all my lies come back around
然後我猛然發覺這便是我要獨自走過的漫漫長路
But I can't heal when I'm bleeding
直通地面
I can't believe that I'm leaving
And I realize that it's a long way down
To the ground

And I realize that it's a long way down
To the ground